You know what i haven't done in awhile?

[wolven7]

Cried. It's strange, really. The last tyme i cried was, actually, at the movie Dancer in the Dark. You know that movie with Björk? Yeah. That was a sad fucking movie. Helped me realise what music meant to me. Anyway, that wasn't at anything personal though. And i've nevre cried, out of a simple need for catharis. i use my writing, or my art, or my ranting for that. i really don't know what's up, with me right now. i just really don't feel right.

The last tyme i actually cried, for my own sake, was nearly a year and a half ago. It ended with me, laying inbed for about three days, straight, reading and not moving too terribly much. That was bad.

Don't ask me why i felt the need to go off on this subject. i was thinking about it as i was outside, doing bad things to my lungs. doop doop doo. Hmm. This is not a complaint, by the way. i'm simply stating a fact. i dunno. Back later.

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Re: Tell me you didn't...

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Start? i never actually quit. that question, before was about if i should kick up the dosage, and say "screw quiting. i am however, working valliantly toward quitting, while not gathering my full power and will towards myself. i'll explain that tomorrow.