You know what i haven't done in awhile?

[wolven7]

Cried. It's strange, really. The last tyme i cried was, actually, at the movie Dancer in the Dark. You know that movie with Björk? Yeah. That was a sad fucking movie. Helped me realise what music meant to me. Anyway, that wasn't at anything personal though. And i've nevre cried, out of a simple need for catharis. i use my writing, or my art, or my ranting for that. i really don't know what's up, with me right now. i just really don't feel right.

The last tyme i actually cried, for my own sake, was nearly a year and a half ago. It ended with me, laying inbed for about three days, straight, reading and not moving too terribly much. That was bad.

Don't ask me why i felt the need to go off on this subject. i was thinking about it as i was outside, doing bad things to my lungs. doop doop doo. Hmm. This is not a complaint, by the way. i'm simply stating a fact. i dunno. Back later.

Comments

[ex-noctem859.livejournal.com]

Now it's your turn. *lots and lots of hugs and kisses and doesn't let go*

Sometymes I wonder about the need to cry. Fuck, I need to stop doing it. Thank you again *more hugs*

Thank you

[wolven.livejournal.com]

bythe way, where you been? gonna show uponline, any tyme in the near future. We, the public, await an answer. ;)

[kitsuchan.livejournal.com]

*hugs* crying can be good for you, sometimes. Well, good for some people. But I guess you have other forms of catharsis, so it's okay. Fell better, kay?

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Thanks. Working on it.

Tell me you didn't...

[(Anonymous)]

start smoking. Please.

Re: Tell me you didn't...

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Start? i never actually quit. that question, before was about if i should kick up the dosage, and say "screw quiting. i am however, working valliantly toward quitting, while not gathering my full power and will towards myself. i'll explain that tomorrow.