Two layers of frustration

Day before yesterday, I had a song stuck in my head, but I couldn't remember the name of it, and I forgot to look up the lyrics.

As of last night, I have the fact that I had a song stuck in my head, stuck in my head, but I can't even remember lyrics or tune. Only that it was from the 80's with a female vocalist, and repeated lyrics, in a single line. I know. Big help.

Can you guess which of these is the more maddening?

Also? I can't fall back to sleep.

Last night, trying to find music for sleep, Winamp shuffles the following three:

Hellsing - [Divine Act of Satan]

Tori Amos - [God]

Regina Spektor - [Fidelity]

Good morning.

Will/Won't

My father used to tell me that will power was never my problem, but that my real problem was that I didn't have any Won't Power.

I don't know that I believe him, right now.

It's the day before my... you know, and I don't have the evergy or motivation necessary to do the work i need to do, in order that I won't have to do anything, tomorrow.

I want to do things. I don't want to do anything.

Feeling marginally depressed, for some reason.