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Moxy Fruvous - [Fly]--- We have dreams and hopes and things we want accomplished. I want a publishing company, and a job writing, or not writing. Art-ing, or not Art-ing. i want to own a restaurant, and a gallery. But all of this means nothing, to me, if i have no one with whom to share it. If there is no emotional partner, by my side, it is meaningless. So, i truly have no individual dreams. Is that sycophantic? i think so. But if i have someone, to share these things with, they make sense. They don't seem so empty. Kids... maybe, but not necessarily. I fear for my children. But someone with whom to share... That would be nice.

TDOTHT - [Goin Down To Dunwich]--- An ex of mine, and i once came to an important understanding: It doesn't matter how often you may have done something. When you are with some one, the key and important thing is that you are doing it With Them. This is a dream of mine. All of the things i have done, in the past, will be meaningless, if there is no one around to remember them. Won't they? Why do we live, if not to be remembered? If our only job, here, is to reproduce, and make more of ourselves, then Agent Smith was right-- we are a virus. I don't want to be remembered as a viral agent. Do you? (The Adventures Of Jet - [Domino]). Granted, viruses are kind of cool, in that perverse way, but still. These are my only dreams... i don't really want more... Except a home.

The Adventures Of Jet - [Don't Make It So Hard]--- I've lived in nearly two dozen different houses, over the course of my life, and i would not consider any of them, except the first one, to truly be my Home. i would like another Home, i think. (TDOTHT - [Cthulhu Dreams]). Perhaps something, out of the way, with not too many people. But, again, it means little-- though not nothing-- without someone with whom to share it.... My dreams are needy, i guess. Sycophantic, perhaps, and co-dependent... But they're my dreams... And if i don't get to share them, in life, at least i've shared them, here. You all, at least, may remember.

I try to remember yours.

Dream Well

Re: v8.somethingorother

Date: 2002-07-25 08:45 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Then again, letting go can also leave the space for something to come into your life if you go with the right flow. (now that sounds goddamn corny...) It's like when you're little and you don't have a 'best friend'. You therefore have room in your life for a best friend to enter. All you have to do is go looking for one.

Re: v8.somethingorother

Date: 2002-07-25 12:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
*poke* Exactly. But you still have to Look, or Create, simply have to stop expecting. You-- or at least *I*-- have to do both.

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