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wolven7Moxy Fruvous - [Fly]--- We have dreams and hopes and things we want accomplished. I want a publishing company, and a job writing, or not writing. Art-ing, or not Art-ing. i want to own a restaurant, and a gallery. But all of this means nothing, to me, if i have no one with whom to share it. If there is no emotional partner, by my side, it is meaningless. So, i truly have no individual dreams. Is that sycophantic? i think so. But if i have someone, to share these things with, they make sense. They don't seem so empty. Kids... maybe, but not necessarily. I fear for my children. But someone with whom to share... That would be nice.
TDOTHT - [Goin Down To Dunwich]--- An ex of mine, and i once came to an important understanding: It doesn't matter how often you may have done something. When you are with some one, the key and important thing is that you are doing it With Them. This is a dream of mine. All of the things i have done, in the past, will be meaningless, if there is no one around to remember them. Won't they? Why do we live, if not to be remembered? If our only job, here, is to reproduce, and make more of ourselves, then Agent Smith was right-- we are a virus. I don't want to be remembered as a viral agent. Do you? (The Adventures Of Jet - [Domino]). Granted, viruses are kind of cool, in that perverse way, but still. These are my only dreams... i don't really want more... Except a home.
The Adventures Of Jet - [Don't Make It So Hard]--- I've lived in nearly two dozen different houses, over the course of my life, and i would not consider any of them, except the first one, to truly be my Home. i would like another Home, i think. (TDOTHT - [Cthulhu Dreams]). Perhaps something, out of the way, with not too many people. But, again, it means little-- though not nothing-- without someone with whom to share it.... My dreams are needy, i guess. Sycophantic, perhaps, and co-dependent... But they're my dreams... And if i don't get to share them, in life, at least i've shared them, here. You all, at least, may remember.
I try to remember yours.
Dream Well
TDOTHT - [Goin Down To Dunwich]--- An ex of mine, and i once came to an important understanding: It doesn't matter how often you may have done something. When you are with some one, the key and important thing is that you are doing it With Them. This is a dream of mine. All of the things i have done, in the past, will be meaningless, if there is no one around to remember them. Won't they? Why do we live, if not to be remembered? If our only job, here, is to reproduce, and make more of ourselves, then Agent Smith was right-- we are a virus. I don't want to be remembered as a viral agent. Do you? (The Adventures Of Jet - [Domino]). Granted, viruses are kind of cool, in that perverse way, but still. These are my only dreams... i don't really want more... Except a home.
The Adventures Of Jet - [Don't Make It So Hard]--- I've lived in nearly two dozen different houses, over the course of my life, and i would not consider any of them, except the first one, to truly be my Home. i would like another Home, i think. (TDOTHT - [Cthulhu Dreams]). Perhaps something, out of the way, with not too many people. But, again, it means little-- though not nothing-- without someone with whom to share it.... My dreams are needy, i guess. Sycophantic, perhaps, and co-dependent... But they're my dreams... And if i don't get to share them, in life, at least i've shared them, here. You all, at least, may remember.
I try to remember yours.
Dream Well
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Date: 2002-07-24 11:25 pm (UTC)Though I also believe that we are here to reach full awareness and know our own divinity.
And this is often done more easily with someone to share things with...because that person reflects you back..and you see yourselves in them...and they see themselves in you..and you both learn and become more aware.
I think that may be one of the roots of your desire. Just tends to make things more pleasant, and reduce the effort you may feel is necessary.
-Sister Anonymous
v1.5
Re: v1.5
Date: 2002-07-24 11:50 pm (UTC)And maybe your inability to let this issue go is stopping your desires from manifesting, because you are constantly hanging on to the energies of the requests you've sent out to the universe, and not allowing anything to truly change regarding that particular area of your life.
No offense meant, if I'm wrong.
-Sister Anonymous
Re: v1.5
And perhaps that's my fault. But even when i focus on the way i want things to go, when i think about the things that would make me happy, i get nothing but the same shit. Not saying that in a whining, "oh poor me," way, because i don't need the attention. It's simply the way it's been. Ah well. Thisgs will either change or they won't, and the only thing i can see as i can do is to be myself, no matter what, and be Honest with the universe.
Something may or may not happen because of it.
Re: v1.5
Date: 2002-07-25 12:02 am (UTC)-Sister Anonymous
Re: v1.5
Re: v1.5
Date: 2002-07-25 12:09 am (UTC)And I still think there is rhyme and reason hidden in all this, Somewhere...veiled as long as we try to understand.
Finding love should take no effort at all. Even in your waiting, you still can't let it go. No matter what, you're putting effort into the seeking, with some small part of yourself.
And the one you will love will be a reflection of you.
Find yourself in your outer world, as well as your inner world, and you shall find your love.
Best of luck dear brother.
-Sister Anonymou
Re: v1.5
Date: 2002-07-25 12:16 am (UTC)Re: v8.somethingorother
Date: 2002-07-25 08:45 am (UTC)Re: v8.somethingorother
Pushing, pulling...
Date: 2002-07-25 10:12 am (UTC)Re: Pushing, pulling...
Date: 2002-07-25 12:29 pm (UTC)Family
saigh