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wolven7Radiohead - [Just]--- There were a lot of odd things in my dream, last nyte. There's a couple of spaces i don't remember, but here's this, anyway:
I'm in my great aunt's house, which is also my house. Family is visiting.
Fuzzy Half-Remembered Space.
I'm graduating, from Horizons, and being served by this kid Justin. He gives me small dishes of ceremonial foods. Lorraine Talks for a while about whether or not i will actually get to graduate, and i somehow know that i've graduated with a 4.0. She goes back and forth with it for a while, and she's just about to tell everyone
I'm in bed, talking to some woman who's supposed to be really badass... Like Kali, Mother-Destroyer, Badass. She is trying to get me to give her reasons why the world has to end, and reasons why people have to learn, and why it all has to start again. I tell her that she's just looking for validation, and that she's afraid, and needed, from me, a purpose. I tell her that i'm not going to give her one. She threatens me, and is all "Do You Know Who I AM?!" I tell her that Yes, i know who she is, but i don't really care. I Show her the thing that i am working on, and i make sure that she can Feel everything about it, but not actually touch it, and exactly what it means to me. (I speak with Trisha, for a while.) I tell Big Badass Chick that if i can't have that, then it doesn't matter, and, in the end, it doesn't matter to me, anyway. Maybe after this world, i tell her, i'll be able to find something to keep me content until The End. I let her know, in no uncertain terms, that i am not afraid of her, and I begin destroying/de-creating her, from the face downward. i look out my window, and see that Devin and a few of my cousins are at the house. I walk out into the living room, and there are some distant cousins of mine, on the couch. The image of the house is being made to look like a combination of my house, Kat's house, and Patick's house. i walk into the kitchen to get some cereal. i wake up
Oingo Boingo - [Gratitude]---And that was last night's dreams... Not too much, out of place, there. I can see where all the bits came from, and i can see where people were trying to, again, get into my dream space. There's something about factories, and Dark, but that could just be residual, from conversations, last nyte... Who knows?
Dead Can Dance - [Rakim]--- Anyway, i'm off to go take showers, and do day-ish things. Other than that, there's not a whole lot going on. May watch the Cowboy Bebop movie again... The crew wasn't in my dreams last nyte... Maybe that's the secret: When i don't want to have Cowboy Bebop Dreams, i watch some, and it's all ok. Heheh... Supposed to be hanging out with people, today. Should be entertaining. The stone-casting, yesterday, told me that what i was creating would be flawed, but it would be Beautiful, and still worth Creating. i've already come to the conclusion that i can't be attracted to Mentally Stable Women, so that's all good, i guess. Hmm....
Well, i'm off.
Day Dreams
I'm in my great aunt's house, which is also my house. Family is visiting.
Fuzzy Half-Remembered Space.
I'm graduating, from Horizons, and being served by this kid Justin. He gives me small dishes of ceremonial foods. Lorraine Talks for a while about whether or not i will actually get to graduate, and i somehow know that i've graduated with a 4.0. She goes back and forth with it for a while, and she's just about to tell everyone
I'm in bed, talking to some woman who's supposed to be really badass... Like Kali, Mother-Destroyer, Badass. She is trying to get me to give her reasons why the world has to end, and reasons why people have to learn, and why it all has to start again. I tell her that she's just looking for validation, and that she's afraid, and needed, from me, a purpose. I tell her that i'm not going to give her one. She threatens me, and is all "Do You Know Who I AM?!" I tell her that Yes, i know who she is, but i don't really care. I Show her the thing that i am working on, and i make sure that she can Feel everything about it, but not actually touch it, and exactly what it means to me. (I speak with Trisha, for a while.) I tell Big Badass Chick that if i can't have that, then it doesn't matter, and, in the end, it doesn't matter to me, anyway. Maybe after this world, i tell her, i'll be able to find something to keep me content until The End. I let her know, in no uncertain terms, that i am not afraid of her, and I begin destroying/de-creating her, from the face downward. i look out my window, and see that Devin and a few of my cousins are at the house. I walk out into the living room, and there are some distant cousins of mine, on the couch. The image of the house is being made to look like a combination of my house, Kat's house, and Patick's house. i walk into the kitchen to get some cereal. i wake up
Oingo Boingo - [Gratitude]---And that was last night's dreams... Not too much, out of place, there. I can see where all the bits came from, and i can see where people were trying to, again, get into my dream space. There's something about factories, and Dark, but that could just be residual, from conversations, last nyte... Who knows?
Dead Can Dance - [Rakim]--- Anyway, i'm off to go take showers, and do day-ish things. Other than that, there's not a whole lot going on. May watch the Cowboy Bebop movie again... The crew wasn't in my dreams last nyte... Maybe that's the secret: When i don't want to have Cowboy Bebop Dreams, i watch some, and it's all ok. Heheh... Supposed to be hanging out with people, today. Should be entertaining. The stone-casting, yesterday, told me that what i was creating would be flawed, but it would be Beautiful, and still worth Creating. i've already come to the conclusion that i can't be attracted to Mentally Stable Women, so that's all good, i guess. Hmm....
Well, i'm off.
Day Dreams
