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God Damn this song is awesome...
Rachel Stamp - [Carmelita (Warren Zevon Cover)]--- I worry. A Lot. I worry about my girlfriend, I worry about my friends, I worry about my family, and I worry about the people I hate. I worry that they aren't happy enough, I worry that they aren't doing what they need to do, to make their lives fulfilling, in the long run. I worry, when they have bad days. And there's nothing I can do about it. Not a single fucking thing.
There was a trend, in my life, to try to help everyone. To fix everything. To make it all ok, and to make the scary monsters go away, for once and for all. That got me no where. No one likes people fixing their problems, unasked, no one likes people butting in. And that's understandable. No one likes their shit taken out of the realm of their own free will. (Alpha Cat - [Reconsider Me (Warren Zevon Cover)]). I still ask people, if they're ok, though. I ask how they're doing, and want to know the answers. They look at me like I'm crazy, and the tone of voice tends to suggest that they think what I'm doing is stupid. They don't like me digging. For the most part. Yeah. For the most part. Next time you really want to know what someone's thinking, or if they're ok, ask them, and see how they react.
As I said, I worry about people, and I do this because i'm scared that, one day I'll stop caring, that way, entirely. (LUXT - [Burn]). I'll stop asking, and I'll stop wanting to know, and I'll just stop. But I don't think I would ever stop. I'd become the architect of your pain, before I'd ever allow you to make me not care, at all.
To be completely honest, that's why I worry.
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I'm going to go watch some more "God, The Devil, and Bob."
Later.
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Thanks.}
There was a trend, in my life, to try to help everyone. To fix everything. To make it all ok, and to make the scary monsters go away, for once and for all. That got me no where. No one likes people fixing their problems, unasked, no one likes people butting in. And that's understandable. No one likes their shit taken out of the realm of their own free will. (Alpha Cat - [Reconsider Me (Warren Zevon Cover)]). I still ask people, if they're ok, though. I ask how they're doing, and want to know the answers. They look at me like I'm crazy, and the tone of voice tends to suggest that they think what I'm doing is stupid. They don't like me digging. For the most part. Yeah. For the most part. Next time you really want to know what someone's thinking, or if they're ok, ask them, and see how they react.
As I said, I worry about people, and I do this because i'm scared that, one day I'll stop caring, that way, entirely. (LUXT - [Burn]). I'll stop asking, and I'll stop wanting to know, and I'll just stop. But I don't think I would ever stop. I'd become the architect of your pain, before I'd ever allow you to make me not care, at all.
To be completely honest, that's why I worry.
thenowhere is hosting secrets. Go share. I don't have many secrets, anymore. Collectively, everyone knows everything about me, with my name attached and all. But you should share your secret secrets.I'm going to go watch some more "God, The Devil, and Bob."
Later.
{11.50pm LUXT - [Technocchrist]--- Also, be a dear, and help out
tearsinger, here.Thanks.}
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That's the nature of worry. There's nothing I can do about it, and I know that you're capable, and strong, and will ask if you need it, but... I still worry, because I don't want you hurt, at all. Even if I know that it will help you, in the long run.
And I'll be there, for you. You know that.