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wolven7The Avalanches - [Frontier Psychiatrist]--- More of the people i know meeting people i know. It's getting stranger. Tonyte it was my friend Patrick meeting this kid Troy, whom i know from school. The way Troy described me was, "About midlan height, dark skin, wears a trench coat, thinks he's John Constantine?" Which is funny, because, as long as i've known Troy, i've not been very much into Hellblazer, or John Constantine, at all. That's a recent development. i've chosen to take this, even if was not meant as such, as validation for a few things, running through my head recently.
I've been wanting to listen to Frontier Psychiatrist, for a while, tonyte, and it was the first thing on the playlist. I like it when that happens. (Cake - 08 [Stickshifts And Safetybelts]). This is a fun song, too.
There's not a whole lot going on, with me, right now. As I've said, i've come to a lot of realisations, about me and other people, and i have been working on implementing the knowledge gained, there. And it's been working fairly well. (Eddie Izzard - [Jungle DJs]). I've been feeling a lot better about things like emotions, and connections, and not being in one of those romantic relationship things. I haven't wanted to really be in one, and, though it would be nice, i can live without one, while i'm out getting my other shit done. I've realised that i've been placing far too mucgh importance on things that will come naturally, if i let them. *sigh*
Nine Inch Nails - [Closer (Super Mario remix)]--- And i've been watching the world, a lot more, recently. It's funny how much everyone seems to want to destroy themselves, instead of learn anything that might save them. There are lessons, to be had, in literature, and in the thoughts and lives of other people, if only the general populace were willing to listen to them and take them seriously. It's easy to listen to someone like Arthur C. Clarke, when they can give you something you want (Thank you For the Satellites, and the space program, Mister Clarke.), but when it's a bmatter of something we may Need, like, oh i don't know, How to treat an AI, so it doesn't snap, and decide to destroy us, how many people actually listen? Very few. (DaVinci's Notebook & Moxy Fruvous - [Shoehorn With Teeth (TMBG Cover)]). That was a long sentence. Of course, there will be those who will point, and wonder why they didn't listen, and will say, look, please read this, but, in the end, it will come to amount to little. But we still try.
MC Chris - [Fuckin' Up My Christmas]---But, even with all this on my mind, i'm still content. i want people to learn, and i want them to grow, as much as i ever did, but i'm willing to be patient. They will test themselves, and they will learn, in their own tyme. All i can do is try to catalyse, and manage the damage.
Cake - 01 [Frank Sinatra] So, with all this in mind, i keep going, day to day, and i try to find a job, and i try to make tyme for all of the people and things, around me. And i smile. It's been quite a while since I've wanted to fly into a homicidal rage, and kill hundreds of people, and the people around me have picked up on that. And it's not due to any external factor. It's quite simply because that level of stress and worry was hurting me, and preventing me from getting aywhere. Believe me, there's no doubt that i still have that, within myself. Don't ever doubt that. But it's not so prevalent. It works out for me, and keeps me stable, for now. And i know that, if it should change, it will be for good reason, and it will be right, for that tyme. *sigh*
Alvin n the Chipmunks - [Gangsta Rap]--- i believe that i'm done here, for now. i'm going to go make my nytely rounds. i shall see you all tomorrow. Until then.
Dream Well
I've been wanting to listen to Frontier Psychiatrist, for a while, tonyte, and it was the first thing on the playlist. I like it when that happens. (Cake - 08 [Stickshifts And Safetybelts]). This is a fun song, too.
There's not a whole lot going on, with me, right now. As I've said, i've come to a lot of realisations, about me and other people, and i have been working on implementing the knowledge gained, there. And it's been working fairly well. (Eddie Izzard - [Jungle DJs]). I've been feeling a lot better about things like emotions, and connections, and not being in one of those romantic relationship things. I haven't wanted to really be in one, and, though it would be nice, i can live without one, while i'm out getting my other shit done. I've realised that i've been placing far too mucgh importance on things that will come naturally, if i let them. *sigh*
Nine Inch Nails - [Closer (Super Mario remix)]--- And i've been watching the world, a lot more, recently. It's funny how much everyone seems to want to destroy themselves, instead of learn anything that might save them. There are lessons, to be had, in literature, and in the thoughts and lives of other people, if only the general populace were willing to listen to them and take them seriously. It's easy to listen to someone like Arthur C. Clarke, when they can give you something you want (Thank you For the Satellites, and the space program, Mister Clarke.), but when it's a bmatter of something we may Need, like, oh i don't know, How to treat an AI, so it doesn't snap, and decide to destroy us, how many people actually listen? Very few. (DaVinci's Notebook & Moxy Fruvous - [Shoehorn With Teeth (TMBG Cover)]). That was a long sentence. Of course, there will be those who will point, and wonder why they didn't listen, and will say, look, please read this, but, in the end, it will come to amount to little. But we still try.
MC Chris - [Fuckin' Up My Christmas]---But, even with all this on my mind, i'm still content. i want people to learn, and i want them to grow, as much as i ever did, but i'm willing to be patient. They will test themselves, and they will learn, in their own tyme. All i can do is try to catalyse, and manage the damage.
Cake - 01 [Frank Sinatra] So, with all this in mind, i keep going, day to day, and i try to find a job, and i try to make tyme for all of the people and things, around me. And i smile. It's been quite a while since I've wanted to fly into a homicidal rage, and kill hundreds of people, and the people around me have picked up on that. And it's not due to any external factor. It's quite simply because that level of stress and worry was hurting me, and preventing me from getting aywhere. Believe me, there's no doubt that i still have that, within myself. Don't ever doubt that. But it's not so prevalent. It works out for me, and keeps me stable, for now. And i know that, if it should change, it will be for good reason, and it will be right, for that tyme. *sigh*
Alvin n the Chipmunks - [Gangsta Rap]--- i believe that i'm done here, for now. i'm going to go make my nytely rounds. i shall see you all tomorrow. Until then.
Dream Well
