We're stuck here.

[wolven7]

Panacea - [VIP Torture]--- Today was a day of people revving their engines, as they passed me, staring at me, through store windows, and doing small things to get my attention.

I looked at two people, tonight. smokierings, and mendori. They remind me of each other, though i doubt they know each other.. But, with my life, you never know. Anywqay {"Anyway"}, when i looked at them, i saw an Escher-esque cathedral, which was also a forest, and a book. And a line came to my head, because of it: Every time you deny your choices, you tear another page from this book.

This means nothing to most of you, and may not mean anything to either of them, but whatever. It's there.

I'm still in that acerbic place, where i want to go out, talk, drink coffee with people I enjoy, and so on. I have reading to do, for class, mind you, but that's what Tomorrow is for, eh? Sí. Anyway.

I'm off.

{Addendum: 11.25pm EDT: KMFDM - [Beast]--- Also, anyone looking for IT Work: I have listings for Washington DC, Bethesda, MD, Largo, MD, and Herndon, VA.

They have varying levels of experience requirements, and are in different sectors. Contact me, if you're interested.

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Comments

[mendori.livejournal.com]

You are remembering something I wrote, I think

Where there had been the absence of perspective or shape, form and shape now existed in profusion. Gothic stone pillars rose from the stone tile floor like roots of great trees. It was only on looking up that the stone pillars revealed themselves to be that exact thing: from the cold stone roots to midway up the trunk, the trees were carved stone, above that, they were living trees. Sunlight shone down through the branches, casting elegant shadows onto the floor, mixing with the colored light that filtered through the stained glass windows that filled the walls. The only thing that remained from before was the sun dial, still pitted and cracked, just in front of where the high alter rose from the floor.

But still... i know what you mean. *sighs*

[wolven.livejournal.com]

They wording sounds familiar, but I've never read it, before. I only got So Far, in that piece... I skipped around, a lot, and meant to get back to it, to finish it up.

[mendori.livejournal.com]

Hail, most beautiful one,
precious jewel,
Hail, pride among virgins,
Hail. light of the world,
Hail, rose of the world,
Blanchefleur and Helen,
noble Venus!

I think, in alot of ways, that series of stories ended up channeling alot of things I wasn't aware of at the time. I look back on them now and I see alot of things that I can't really beleive I wrote in there, because I dont remember it, but they are there. The cathedral, Epyon's rebirth, Delerium/Devotion's rebirth, and many other things are there that when I look back on them, I see alot of things I really should have paid more attention to.
Odd, that I crafted Devotion's realm in that way...

("I went walking in the night place. And I wasn't looking for anything, but I found things. I found a blue pebble, and some fox fur, and a lost star....")
("I found a word, a very special word. I found a word that means that sort of feeling you get when you want to walk fast, and dance, and sing, but have to keep walking slow.")
/silence/
("See?")

Right now I am very much in that position. I face a choice, which in my mind I have already made. I think it is right, in my heart I know for now it is what I need to do. But I do not know if I really have the strength to do it.

I wonder if the book is red or blue?

[wolven.livejournal.com]

"I found a word that means red and [blue], both, and at the same time." - Paraphrased, from the Lady Delirium.

[smokierings.livejournal.com]

*winces*
Don't think I know them, from the info.
Yes, your line is right.. though I underestimate the amount of pages the book has had, or will have, or should have, or has left.
Or something.
My head hurts.
Yes, I know that's probably a good thing.

Android Lust - [Another Void]

[wolven.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty sure it'll be ok... Pretty sure.

[mendori.livejournal.com]

Btw - Glad to meet you.

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

Weird shit going on I think, and much more subtle than usual. Down, beneath the Undertow...

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I'm hoping that it's not quite as meancing as it's seemed, thus far.

Or that, if it is, i'm up for it.