Fucking hells...
Apr. 24th, 2005 01:50 pmI was woken, at about 10, by some scritching noise, like raspy things moving lightly on fabric, over near my window. When i woke up, and moved to hear it more, it stopped. I kept hearing it, for hours. It kept waking me up. Eventually, so that i might get to Sleep, and Rest, i told myself it was leaves, on the tarpaper ropof, outside my window. Even thought it sounded completely uniform, with no change, at all.
Well, i'm up, now, and it wasn't leaves. It was a four-legged cockroach, on a sheet of paper.
It's dead now.
Good morning to you, too.
I don't remember my dreams, very well, but they had something to do with the Midtown Art Cinema, that used to be a United Artist Theater, over, across from Grady. watching movis, standing in line for snacks, and the movies and snacks were also lessons to be learned. Things like that.
It occurs to me, via many conversations with other people, that, perhaps, my trying to teach you anything, trying to get you involved in Anything is really only pushing you away. I know it would if it were me. Hypocrissy. Bathe in it, and shut up. However, if this is the case, then, really, i'm just going to continue doing what i'm doing (typing here), and fuck off if you don't want to read what i write. No, i don't mean permanently. Jeesus, you people are so quick to be offended. I mean, simply, that if you don't want to read it, don't.
Simple, isn't it?
I'm off to eat a light braekfast, as i'm taking my mom to Dinner, at about 6. Also, i could use a shower.
Later, all.
Well, i'm up, now, and it wasn't leaves. It was a four-legged cockroach, on a sheet of paper.
It's dead now.
Good morning to you, too.
I don't remember my dreams, very well, but they had something to do with the Midtown Art Cinema, that used to be a United Artist Theater, over, across from Grady. watching movis, standing in line for snacks, and the movies and snacks were also lessons to be learned. Things like that.
It occurs to me, via many conversations with other people, that, perhaps, my trying to teach you anything, trying to get you involved in Anything is really only pushing you away. I know it would if it were me. Hypocrissy. Bathe in it, and shut up. However, if this is the case, then, really, i'm just going to continue doing what i'm doing (typing here), and fuck off if you don't want to read what i write. No, i don't mean permanently. Jeesus, you people are so quick to be offended. I mean, simply, that if you don't want to read it, don't.
Simple, isn't it?
I'm off to eat a light braekfast, as i'm taking my mom to Dinner, at about 6. Also, i could use a shower.
Later, all.