An-A-Lysis

[wolven7]

Tricky - [Black Steel]--- Even Mind Traps are informative. They, in fact, teach you the best thing, ever:

How to overcome yourself.

Time to do some serious cutting, internally. Have to remember to not let the connections tie me up in knots. (Nine Inch Nails - [Terrible Lie]). Well... Not the Un-Fun kind of knots, then... ;)

Must always apply thought and consideration to processes, and place them in temporal order, for now, while working toward making all time one... Becuse when i do, and not until, it will have always been such... And i can feel it. Memories shifting, like mists, and sands...

Places i call home, were of themselves, at the start, and were changed, In Me, into sharpened black edges and liquid fire. A wind, over Neo-Tokyo.

I'll be back.

"I'll walk home." John Constantine, on getting back to London, from LA, "HellBlazer: All His Engines."

{04.07.05:2.32am EDT: You may play the role of the port in a storm today, WOLVEN, as chaos reigns around you. The morning domestic routine is disrupted by countless minor crisis, and the situation doesn't improve much once you get to work. People are wound up, scattering their energies hither and you, making a lot of noise and accomplishing absolutely nothing. It would be laughable, if it weren't so sad. Do what you can to pitch in and help. Believe me, they need your level head.

My horror scope is taking on a sardonic edge... I don't know that that's good...

Must call grandmother in the morning.

I'm off to shower.

Dream Well.}

Comments

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

If you lose the flow, look for the weight beneath the silt...Leviathan, avanc...the source of the tide and pull. Then untangle, cut, if need be.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Flow is always there, metal is a crystal, and glass is a liquid. Fire is as it is, and void... isn't.

They are all there, but i am my parents' child, and no one's person, but everyone's, which is to say my own. And vice-versa.

[tribeofone.livejournal.com]

Now maybe you understand part of why I have been listening to some of the stuff I have. Like this for example
http://www.lyricsdownload.com/kid-rock-devil-without-a-cause-lyrics.html
http://www.lyricsdownload.com/concrete-blonde-the-god-in-you-lyrics.html
http://www.metrolyrics.com/lyrics/2094108130/Concrete_Blonde/Free

among other things that alter me in positive productive fanning the flames kinda ways

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Always understood, everything is a learning process, and everyhitng is important. But order, now (temporal, cause and effect) is necessary. Because we have to work within the rules, doing what we do to Change them. Do it so fast, so well, that no one knows what hit them.

[thenowhere.livejournal.com]

MmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmAll His Enginesohyes. Hope your dreaming finds you waking well.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Not at ALL, actually.... Not at all...

[thenowhere.livejournal.com]

Oh, punkin. :(

I'm sorry.

Want to talk about it?

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Nightmares, about going to jail... Losing my freedom. It was mostly a symbollic dream, but, in it, i was as scared as i've ever been.

It's part of the process, right now... Finding the right angles, to make a jail cell a wall, or a wall a pathway. To make things be other parts of themselves, that suit me, rather than simply trying to break the whole thing down, and call it over...

You can't simply escape the prison, or destroy it, you have to transmute it, out of being a trap, into being a useful thing...

My head symbollism is weird.

If you want, give me a call, either before 1, or after 2.30. I need to boogie down to campus.

[thenowhere.livejournal.com]

I'm on campus, myself, between classes.
*hugs*

I don't think your symbolism is weird -- I agree with having to turn your prison into something else. Start with what you have, and piece by piece, change it into protection that isn't suffocating. You'll get there.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Thank you.