Absolute Beauty
Dec. 23rd, 2001 04:16 ami just finished an absolutely wonderful conversation, with one of my sisters. We talked about boundaries, and the nature of our communcation. And we Understand each other, now! There are no boundaries, no lines, except to respect each other's wishes. As we respect each OTHER, first, this shouldn't pose too much of a problem. i'm very happy.
You see, people, THIS is the kind of thing i'm looking for when i say understanding. Respect, trust, agreement, talking till something's worked out. i've done this with one person, now, and have some unfinished bits with some other people, but it's a START, by gods. This did wonders for my mood, as of late, as i've been very much the Angsty one. i'm sur eit was hard to tell.
This is a good start. We have Solstice and rebirth, and i start off the first new days with understanding. Actual, Accepted, REALISED understanding! It's beautiful, i tell you, beautiful. i still feel as if i'm rather distant from some of the important people, in my life, but i can fix that. If they're willing to help me fix it. i think they are... This is so heartening... i've given up the pessimistic that no one would ever get what i was trying to do, and have adopted the Realistic view that some will. Some will.
i'm going to go, now, and, hopefully, i can get some more of this stuff done, tomorrow.
Good Days. Good Nytes. Dream Well.
You see, people, THIS is the kind of thing i'm looking for when i say understanding. Respect, trust, agreement, talking till something's worked out. i've done this with one person, now, and have some unfinished bits with some other people, but it's a START, by gods. This did wonders for my mood, as of late, as i've been very much the Angsty one. i'm sur eit was hard to tell.
This is a good start. We have Solstice and rebirth, and i start off the first new days with understanding. Actual, Accepted, REALISED understanding! It's beautiful, i tell you, beautiful. i still feel as if i'm rather distant from some of the important people, in my life, but i can fix that. If they're willing to help me fix it. i think they are... This is so heartening... i've given up the pessimistic that no one would ever get what i was trying to do, and have adopted the Realistic view that some will. Some will.
i'm going to go, now, and, hopefully, i can get some more of this stuff done, tomorrow.
Good Days. Good Nytes. Dream Well.