Everything.
Dec. 12th, 2004 10:14 amCovenant - [Tabularasa (KMFDM Remix)]--- Everything is still moving very fast. I don't remember my dreams, much, but i knwo they were pointing out all the things that are moving closer, and happening, faster. Weeks that have gone by like days, and months that have seemingly disappeared. More dreams showing my connections, between the people in my group, and i can feel another interpersonal web restructure, coming Very soon. New Years is going to fuck up a lot of people's days.
I've been having long periods of Deja Vu, again, in an effort to grab the threads-- find them first, really-- and make them do what they really want to do.
I'm so very tired... Every day is an exercise in working on infinite leves, and trying to awlk the connecting thread through them, in Me. Meaning i am the thread, and it is In me. Both. It's lonely, but i keep seeing hints and gliompses that there are more people, here, with me, than i thought, and many more willing to help things get into their places.
I need my Riding Crew, and this time Four doesn't look like it's going to be enough.
Work, here i come.
I've been having long periods of Deja Vu, again, in an effort to grab the threads-- find them first, really-- and make them do what they really want to do.
I'm so very tired... Every day is an exercise in working on infinite leves, and trying to awlk the connecting thread through them, in Me. Meaning i am the thread, and it is In me. Both. It's lonely, but i keep seeing hints and gliompses that there are more people, here, with me, than i thought, and many more willing to help things get into their places.
I need my Riding Crew, and this time Four doesn't look like it's going to be enough.
Work, here i come.
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Date: 2004-12-12 07:18 am (UTC)no subject
The line stuck in my head, for the past three days? "Open the box, with the crowbar that you will find inside." -- Terry Pratechett, "Thief of Time"
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Date: 2004-12-12 03:10 pm (UTC)Good luck with the curve. Its brutal at the moment, but im being thrown some safety lines in the past week. I hope thats a sign that the chaos in heaven is slowing and its not just a personal thing. Well see.
luck brother
-sam
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Res - [Tsunami]--- Things are hurting, a lot, but in a way that i know is for the best, rather than simply my hoping.
Thank you. And to you, as well.
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Date: 2004-12-12 03:03 pm (UTC)no subject