Ta ta for now.
Sep. 3rd, 2004 03:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Buffy the Vampire Slayer Cast - [Henchman Song]--- Well, i'm trying to get everything all set up. There's a lot of stuff to get together. (Marlene Dietrich - [Cabaret]). I have the giant cooler, and the Standard Bottle of Cthulade, so that more may be made. The giant cooler is for the Azathoth Cooler. It's.... going to be twisted. In other Cthulade-Related News, Voltaire brought the shirts. He made shirts, for Cthulade, some time ago, and i have been promised several. I need to work out the spoken Endorsement. And i'm not going to be there for his Main Show, today, so i can't do it then. This saddens me, on a few levels.
I also have to gather things that i want signed, such as Disc 4, of Dead Like Me, and "Transmetropolitan: Spider's Thrash". (Mai Yamane& The SEATBELTS - [Rain]). These are pretty much it, for signings. I'm... not Planning on seeing any more than three guests, because i told them i would, and we've made plans. Anything after that is as it goes, and we'll have to see. I'm hoping that this goes well, because this weekend is the last vacation i'll have, for a while, yet. Need to have as much hectic relaxation, as possible.
On a heavier note, things are getting worse, with my aunt, and everyone in my family is very preoccupied. (A Clockwork Orange - [Pomp and Circumstance March No. 4 - Abridged]). It's in the tones of their voices, and the very brief conversations. My grandmother only wants to talk to me, for a few minutes at a time, and my dad is talking to me for hours, about anything else. My school, my work, my mental Input/Output matrix, everything's up for grabs, as long as he only has to dicuss the family stuff, with me, briefly. (A Perfect Circle - [Wake the Dead]). So i'm feeling... a little laden down, and a little responsible. Don't ask. I am going to be drunk and caffeinated, in a relatively short number of hours, so that i might rouse, and go mad. That is the purpose of this drinking session.
I miss my vices, and my controlled self-destruction. My drive for perversion wants something that i know is bad for me, because the best thing for me isn't here, and that's starting to strain, a bit. So i'm going to drink, and quite possibly do violence to someone, while drinking. We'll see what happens.
Claude Debussy - [La Mer (3 symphonic)]--- I'm off to finish getting ready, and to write some emails. Many of you have my numbers. Others of you do not. If you need to get in touch, then email, as i may, reapeat: May have internet access, after this evening. Chances are slim, however, that it'll be a connection i trust.
Let's get this insanity started. I'll see you on Monday, if not before.
I also have to gather things that i want signed, such as Disc 4, of Dead Like Me, and "Transmetropolitan: Spider's Thrash". (Mai Yamane& The SEATBELTS - [Rain]). These are pretty much it, for signings. I'm... not Planning on seeing any more than three guests, because i told them i would, and we've made plans. Anything after that is as it goes, and we'll have to see. I'm hoping that this goes well, because this weekend is the last vacation i'll have, for a while, yet. Need to have as much hectic relaxation, as possible.
On a heavier note, things are getting worse, with my aunt, and everyone in my family is very preoccupied. (A Clockwork Orange - [Pomp and Circumstance March No. 4 - Abridged]). It's in the tones of their voices, and the very brief conversations. My grandmother only wants to talk to me, for a few minutes at a time, and my dad is talking to me for hours, about anything else. My school, my work, my mental Input/Output matrix, everything's up for grabs, as long as he only has to dicuss the family stuff, with me, briefly. (A Perfect Circle - [Wake the Dead]). So i'm feeling... a little laden down, and a little responsible. Don't ask. I am going to be drunk and caffeinated, in a relatively short number of hours, so that i might rouse, and go mad. That is the purpose of this drinking session.
I miss my vices, and my controlled self-destruction. My drive for perversion wants something that i know is bad for me, because the best thing for me isn't here, and that's starting to strain, a bit. So i'm going to drink, and quite possibly do violence to someone, while drinking. We'll see what happens.
Claude Debussy - [La Mer (3 symphonic)]--- I'm off to finish getting ready, and to write some emails. Many of you have my numbers. Others of you do not. If you need to get in touch, then email, as i may, reapeat: May have internet access, after this evening. Chances are slim, however, that it'll be a connection i trust.
Let's get this insanity started. I'll see you on Monday, if not before.
