See the Black Sun Rise...
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wolven7Coil - [Solar Lodge]--- I'm thinking about starting earnest study in quantum mechanics. Not simply theoretical musing, and positing said theories to those who would know, but actually getting my hands down in there, on a scientific level, and doing research. Once again, we run into a few.. oportunities/barriers. My science isn't what it used to be, nor are my maths, as i've said, before. That's... an impetus. Something else on which i'd have a handle, difficult as it would be, with as much as i've grown accustomed to operating in the verbal mindset.
Tenacious D - [Tribute]--- Second... Thing-To-Consider would be the fact that i am, at heart, a Metaphysician. I work at trying to understand the true nature of reality. The base level, centre, ultimate starting point of all that is, isn't, has been, and never will be. Yes. That, necessarily, covers a great many realms of study and interest, meaning Everything, if i'm doing it right. So... I would, at some point have to come to an understanding of these things, anyway, to be complete. Problem is that scientific communities, on the Majority, don't like philosophy and religious studies types tromping around in their playgrounds, and this is what makes me love the "What the Bleep do We Know?" movie.
Duran Duran - [Ordinary World]--- It is a combination of think[/g]s and fields, which normally refuse to consort with one another. It's a great thing, and i'm looking forward too it, and it is most definately the exception, and not the rule. So, the problem, here, is that i need a field that will allow for intense scientific study, coupled with spiritual searching, and religious analysis, and philosophical thought. I need these things, rolled into a single program, and that's not going to happen, unless i get a lot of freedom, to do what i want to do. I may be pushy enough, persuasive enough, crafty enough, to convince the department to give that to me... but i don't believe that i'm smart enough to do it, on my own... I would like someone to come with me... Jump in the shark tank, as it were.
Rolling Stones - [Paint It Black]--- I need to know what it takes to observe the change, and make something make a decision. I want to be the eye that forces the choice, the perception that draws the line, and delineates. I want to be the caring, understanding blow torch that welds them all back together, with thier autonomy in tact. I want to be the gluey sticky aether that we all swim through, or at the very least the one who helps everyone to understand what it is. I want to be able to do it all, in one way or another. But, right now, i'm focused on the words, and the maths, and the quanta, and the hand-held manipulation (redundant) of the fabric of space and time and gods' eyes.
Triplicate smiles. Because, at that point, we understand, mile in their shoes, world through their eyes... Can't help but know a little more, can you? Build, mold, shape, manipulate, palm of the hand escapism and tearing holes to exactly where we all want to be. (Poe& Conjure One - [Center Of The Sun]). Responsibility, ethics, understanding. All of it. I want it all, and we all deserve it, don't we?
Dance down to Hell, and bring back the fire that redeems us all, and tempers us into something stronger, sharper, brighter, darker, more Whole. From ore to alloy, from allow {"Alloy"} to monomolecular edged polymer bonds, and titanium-steel components, dancing at the tips of our fingers, weaving and threading, and shredding it all, and our eyes like the hearts of stars, and black holes, and empty space, Cold, burning, dancing, hodling it all together, and breaking down, every day.
That's all i want, for us... Everything...
Tenacious D - [Tribute]--- Second... Thing-To-Consider would be the fact that i am, at heart, a Metaphysician. I work at trying to understand the true nature of reality. The base level, centre, ultimate starting point of all that is, isn't, has been, and never will be. Yes. That, necessarily, covers a great many realms of study and interest, meaning Everything, if i'm doing it right. So... I would, at some point have to come to an understanding of these things, anyway, to be complete. Problem is that scientific communities, on the Majority, don't like philosophy and religious studies types tromping around in their playgrounds, and this is what makes me love the "What the Bleep do We Know?" movie.
Duran Duran - [Ordinary World]--- It is a combination of think[/g]s and fields, which normally refuse to consort with one another. It's a great thing, and i'm looking forward too it, and it is most definately the exception, and not the rule. So, the problem, here, is that i need a field that will allow for intense scientific study, coupled with spiritual searching, and religious analysis, and philosophical thought. I need these things, rolled into a single program, and that's not going to happen, unless i get a lot of freedom, to do what i want to do. I may be pushy enough, persuasive enough, crafty enough, to convince the department to give that to me... but i don't believe that i'm smart enough to do it, on my own... I would like someone to come with me... Jump in the shark tank, as it were.
Rolling Stones - [Paint It Black]--- I need to know what it takes to observe the change, and make something make a decision. I want to be the eye that forces the choice, the perception that draws the line, and delineates. I want to be the caring, understanding blow torch that welds them all back together, with thier autonomy in tact. I want to be the gluey sticky aether that we all swim through, or at the very least the one who helps everyone to understand what it is. I want to be able to do it all, in one way or another. But, right now, i'm focused on the words, and the maths, and the quanta, and the hand-held manipulation (redundant) of the fabric of space and time and gods' eyes.
Triplicate smiles. Because, at that point, we understand, mile in their shoes, world through their eyes... Can't help but know a little more, can you? Build, mold, shape, manipulate, palm of the hand escapism and tearing holes to exactly where we all want to be. (Poe& Conjure One - [Center Of The Sun]). Responsibility, ethics, understanding. All of it. I want it all, and we all deserve it, don't we?
Dance down to Hell, and bring back the fire that redeems us all, and tempers us into something stronger, sharper, brighter, darker, more Whole. From ore to alloy, from allow {"Alloy"} to monomolecular edged polymer bonds, and titanium-steel components, dancing at the tips of our fingers, weaving and threading, and shredding it all, and our eyes like the hearts of stars, and black holes, and empty space, Cold, burning, dancing, hodling it all together, and breaking down, every day.
That's all i want, for us... Everything...
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Date: 2004-08-19 10:10 pm (UTC)This...you're starting to sound like me. :P
And ALL of this? It's SO possible I can taste it. This teaching thing, the new nudging/interest, other things going on...You're smart enough to start it, with some help from those more comfortable and experienced in the field, and that would be more a matter of familiarity with the topics you're branching off of.
I believe in you, in this. ^_^
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Date: 2004-08-20 07:50 am (UTC)Good luck, mang.
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Thank you.