Last, i think...

[wolven7]

Snake River Conspiracy - [Breed]--- Eleven weeks. That's how long, until my lease is up. 2.5 months, until i move, again, and i've no idea as to where i'm moving. No clue as to what it will be, this time, or with whom. It's only slightly more likely that i'll continue with my current roommates, rather than not. And i can't say for sure that "not" wouldn't be better.

I've never lived on my own, always with a roommate. I also don't really have the means to live alone, yet. My income is pitiful, as a part-timer, so i need to fix that, and i need to do it, in a way that gets me closer to where i need to be. (Sinéad O'Connor - [Just Like U Said It Would B]). Teaching, teaching assistantship, whatever. Writing, publishing. Any of those would be nice.

I want to be able to work on my creative projects, again. I want to look at the piece, in front of my NorthWest window, and know what comes next, and draw it. Finish this thing i've been working on, for the past five years. Solidify what it is, so i can move on. I want to finish this story, and this script. I want to be able to remember.

I want coffee and booze and commraderie and commiseration, and peeling away layers, like lotus petals, or onion skins.

I want lots of things, it seems. Better get on those...

Night

Comments

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

Heh. For once, I think, we've both reached the same stasis, at the same time...:P

And for once, you've said it much more succinctly than I did. XP

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Yeah, because we're both building toward something, both in our individual states, as well as together. Isn't anticipation Fun?

Only because i'm not eloquent, tonight. Any more, from me would be whining. Yours was flowing enough to get it across, without sounding petulant.

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

Not anymore. *grumble*

And I also had a few days worth of no time to post here building.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Whereas i had the opposite: Nothing but time, and lack of sleep.