Veneer...

[wolven7]

Veruca Salt - [Seether]--- I've been feeling slowly paranoid, recently. Quick glances around, feelinglike people watching me. Imagined, or half-imagined sounds. Things feeling more... Important, than they probably really are. Part of me thinks i'm going slowly insane, and the other part sits there and says "Oh yeah? Then why?" And i can't think of a good reason. Besides, i'm still lucid enough to discect my potential insanity, and consider it a possibility, so i must not be that bad off, right?

Sure...

Any one else feeling anything like this, or am i a little more alone, in this one? Paranoia, twitchy looks, feelings, coalescences, etcetera?

Drop a line, either way.

Later

Comments

[momentai.livejournal.com]

I don't ever feel speciffically paranoid like that, just in that general way that accompinies low esteem: people in cars looking at me funny cos I am at a bus stop, strangers laughing at me cos of my clothes.

As for inanity...I think if one can notice his insanity and be aware of iit as he operates daily, that increases the odds that he truly may be insane. Or not. I can only speak for myself. I know I am, but I have yet to talk to you enough to have any idea about your sanity.

/....Eh, i feel the need to explain more, but how or what? You know what I mean?

[wolven.livejournal.com]

The general psychological consensus is that the crazier you are, the less you're able to analyse your madness... But either way.

So far as the rest goes, yeah.

[momentai.livejournal.com]

Screw the APA. They know nothing of human emotion, only what sounds good to people with money.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Not just them, mind. Other people have seen it, too. Doesn't make it Always the case.

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

Always more the same self-consciousness that Momentai described...I never really feel like anyone's watching because it's hard to believe anyone gives a fuck about my day to day life that I don't know already. :P

[wolven.livejournal.com]

The way i was raised, the life i had, the things i learned (not to be too cryptic or Arch, or anything), all lend themselves to very subtle paranoia... I need to be able to Do things...

My days are very very closed up... Work and school devouring my time, and ability to do other things... It's making me twitchy.

You are.

And i'm getting the sense that it's just me, then...

[momentai.livejournal.com]

Maybe it's just you right here, but there are a few more humans who do not read your journal, I am sure, so account for them, too.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

A few, but not too many who'd know what i meant, in those terms, or would consider it important, if they did. Webs spread, as they will however, so whatever.

[(Anonymous)]

No your not alone. I was feeling really twitchy and jumpy lastnight especially on my way home. I kept feeling like someone was following me and no one was there.
Rosie

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Strange... Hmm.

[kmn-rdr-caoimhe.livejournal.com]

I keep catching some kinda shit outta the corner of my eye that looks like Tak's disguised SIR whipping past me.

It's REALLY starting to freak me out.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Snag one, and ask it what it's doing. Let me know what it says.

[kmn-rdr-caoimhe.livejournal.com]

Dunno if I can...it moves faster. And I know it only happens when I'm not paying close enough attention to actually move to catch it.

Plus I don't know how I would go about trapping something that makes no noise while it moves that fast, without any kind of motion breeze.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Interdimensional phase net. *nods sagely*

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

Ooooooh Tech gremlins...

I'mma love him and pet him and keep him forEVER and his name'll be Fwuffy McFwuffkins. XD

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Ok, sweetie? You're scary sometimes. *lix*

[kmn-rdr-caoimhe.livejournal.com]

Princess if it's a girl. *evil grin*

[wolven.livejournal.com]

NO. >_

[kmn-rdr-caoimhe.livejournal.com]

*snickers*

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Crazy bastard... HEh.