Something to note:
Jun. 13th, 2004 06:04 amLUXT - [Perpetusex]--- Maybe this will help you make sense of what you know of me, maybe not, but i think you should all know: When my mother was pregnant with me, she drank a lot of sodas. Lots of caffeine. When i was little, my gandmother used to give me coffee, while reading me the Sunday comics.
Caffeine is... a part of who i am. Some day, i'll have to learn to operate without it, and use what it is, in me, that is That, and what is that, in Me, but that day is not today. Today, i need my caffeine, and i can turn the effects of caffeine on and off, at will. I can make it make me sleepy, or Very Active. IF i don't have it, for more than eight hours, i start getting severe headaches. Yes. That is a sign of chemical addiction. But you know what?
I'm not killing anyone with second-hand caffeination.
Dream Well
Caffeine is... a part of who i am. Some day, i'll have to learn to operate without it, and use what it is, in me, that is That, and what is that, in Me, but that day is not today. Today, i need my caffeine, and i can turn the effects of caffeine on and off, at will. I can make it make me sleepy, or Very Active. IF i don't have it, for more than eight hours, i start getting severe headaches. Yes. That is a sign of chemical addiction. But you know what?
I'm not killing anyone with second-hand caffeination.
Dream Well
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Date: 2004-06-14 01:06 am (UTC)no subject