Long days of nothing.
Jun. 5th, 2004 09:48 pmLUXT - [Genocide Skin]--- Been running around, all day.. and by running aroud, i mkean sitting on my ass, doing nothing. I've been playing Ninja Gaiden, and watching televison, and reading The Scar. I remembered to eat, about 4 hours ago... maybe 4... Anyway, i'm really just kind of sitting here, waiting for people to show up, for Seth's Birthday. What a fucked up weekend.
Sitting here, thinking about components, and parts, simulacrums of things i think i am. (Phil Collins - [Sussudio]). Forming the elements into the cogs, filling the moulds, and then making all of that into a workable... Thing. Things i've learned and been taught. Several times over.
Still want to have that Talk, with my parents.
Done, for now. Later.
Sitting here, thinking about components, and parts, simulacrums of things i think i am. (Phil Collins - [Sussudio]). Forming the elements into the cogs, filling the moulds, and then making all of that into a workable... Thing. Things i've learned and been taught. Several times over.
Still want to have that Talk, with my parents.
Done, for now. Later.
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Date: 2004-06-05 06:51 pm (UTC)You should talk to anyone who had an impact on the Making of that which is you, from Way Back When, to now. I mean, obviously your parents are the most relevant here and now, but it might ease the itch a little to find small answers, too.
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Date: 2004-06-05 07:06 pm (UTC)no subject