Strange. Thinking.

[wolven7]

Auf Der Maur - Beast Of Honor--- Dreams of living in a house, with a bunch of people, with shady reputations, and having to break into a locked part of the house, but deciding not to, because the crooked cops would know, and then we'd have to do drastic things. We decided it was better to let the crooked copes open the door, themselves, and reap whatever was on the other side. Before that part, in the same house, was talking to Neil Gaiman, about something, and he sat me down, and read part of his nweest story, to me. As i listened, i started to feel really special, until i realised that he would have done the same, for anyone who had walked through the door. Didn't make me feel less good, simply kept me from feeling priviledged.

Auf Der Maur - Real A Lie--- Everything is pretty much where it was, yesterday, except with music, here, now. Really should go check and see if the water bill is here. Haven't seen it for about 2.5 months.

Going to go observe things... Lament my carlessness. Isn't it funny when things all seem to hinge on One Thing? Like if you just get that, everything else will fall into place? And what's the point of moving, or doing anything else, until you have that? Nothing will work out, and nothing will pull together properly, without that component. But you can't get that component, without a series of other things, and those won't happen, until you get off your ass and Do them. (Auf Der Maur - I Need I Want I Will). So you're stuck bootstrapping yourself, from one thing to the next, until it's all done. Heheh. :)

Later.

Comments

[tribeofone.livejournal.com]

"Isn't it funny when things all seem to hinge on One Thing? Like if you just get that, everything else will fall into place? And what's the point of moving, or doing anything else, until you have that?"

No, my life hasn't been going this way since school let out, no rally it hasn't at all....nice worm down here wonder how long beore he crawls on by.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Exactly. Same Thing, different containers, for it.

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

Isn't it funny when things all seem to hinge on One Thing? Like if you just get that, everything else will fall into place?

And add to that, that the Universe likes keeping what that one thing is a secret, so you sit there longing for all your goals, feeling as if they're reachable because of that one thing, but otherwise impossible.

The Universe is a fucking sadist.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

I know exactly the hinging points... Transporation, and Money. Those will get me places, where things need to happen, or people need to be gotten. That kind of thing...

And yeah, the universe IS a sadist. And i've a masochistic streak. Doesn't that mean it should STOP punching me in the kidneys?