Everything is falling apart, here.
May. 28th, 2004 06:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Auf der Maur - [Beast of Honor]--- Falling apart and coming back together in the ways that i hate.
I'm feeling depressed, at the moment, and very much like i just want to run away somewhere that things won't bother me, and i won't bother them.
Very not great day, full of doing things that make me simply want to stop. Things that make me feel like i'm Losing. Like i'm looking at the "Mundane Way of the World" and saying "Ok, you win, i'll play it your way." And i hate that feeling, more than anything.
Lessons in humility. Humiliation. Whichever.
I'm feeling depressed, at the moment, and very much like i just want to run away somewhere that things won't bother me, and i won't bother them.
Very not great day, full of doing things that make me simply want to stop. Things that make me feel like i'm Losing. Like i'm looking at the "Mundane Way of the World" and saying "Ok, you win, i'll play it your way." And i hate that feeling, more than anything.
Lessons in humility. Humiliation. Whichever.
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Date: 2004-05-28 03:41 pm (UTC)*hands you the matches, the gascan, and the Universe on a plate*
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Thank you, love.