Well. That was a missed point....

[wolven7]

Dead Can Dance - [Rakim]--- That thing about the knife, boys and girls? That was Secondary. A penultimate point, prior to the climax that had you on the edge of your seat. i don't want to die. It's not about death. Symbolic cleansing, and visualisation aren't working, anymore... Not for this, anyway. i need to Lose it, to give it away, to have something else eat it, because if i move in between to the Void space, i'll eat it all, and i won't ever want to stop.

Jonathan Davis - [Forsaken]--- *Sigh* Here we go. Here we go, again. (The Avalanches - [Frontier Psychiatrist]) So i'm going to Stop talking about this now. Alex says that i need to Stop ignoring my wants, and just go for it. Luke says to stop sending out bits of myself to people, for them to control. Capiz says i need to focus. What do i say? i say it hurts like a motherfucker, and i want to fix it, as soon as possible. Someway.

i either want to stop wanting, or i want to, with minimal scarring, get something to fill this Hole, or at least cover it. (System Of A Down - [Chop Suey]) Fixing it requires being pro-active,. though, and that's difficult, when i'm in this Wanting Sans Direction stage.

Wayne Static - [Not Meant For Me]--- This soundtrack makes me feel much better about everything, in my life. Destruction, distance, identity, and arrogance. These are within all of us. Some of us simply choose to embrace them more than others. Like puppies and Kitties.

Good Nytes. Good Days. Dream Well

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

poor porr Damien. I know th pain in which you speak. I fealt it to many a time. I know the feeling to wake up and want want want and that empty feeling in the bottom of your chest. You walk and you feel like a larg part of you is missing.... and it is. You try and make yourself feel better but nothing seems to work. Then one day you wake up and it isn't as bad as it was yesterday. you feel a little better. You have this that and theother to do, people to see, and new people to meet. It is good to get to that point but now it is that empty feeling that consumes you and I know that feeling rather well.
Not trying to make you feel better just trying to relate and nderstand.

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[wolven.livejournal.com]

Thank you. *hugs* i appreciate it, very much.