Well. That was a missed point....
Mar. 19th, 2002 12:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Dead Can Dance - [Rakim]--- That thing about the knife, boys and girls? That was Secondary. A penultimate point, prior to the climax that had you on the edge of your seat. i don't want to die. It's not about death. Symbolic cleansing, and visualisation aren't working, anymore... Not for this, anyway. i need to Lose it, to give it away, to have something else eat it, because if i move in between to the Void space, i'll eat it all, and i won't ever want to stop.
Jonathan Davis - [Forsaken]--- *Sigh* Here we go. Here we go, again. (The Avalanches - [Frontier Psychiatrist]) So i'm going to Stop talking about this now. Alex says that i need to Stop ignoring my wants, and just go for it. Luke says to stop sending out bits of myself to people, for them to control. Capiz says i need to focus. What do i say? i say it hurts like a motherfucker, and i want to fix it, as soon as possible. Someway.
i either want to stop wanting, or i want to, with minimal scarring, get something to fill this Hole, or at least cover it. (System Of A Down - [Chop Suey]) Fixing it requires being pro-active,. though, and that's difficult, when i'm in this Wanting Sans Direction stage.
Wayne Static - [Not Meant For Me]--- This soundtrack makes me feel much better about everything, in my life. Destruction, distance, identity, and arrogance. These are within all of us. Some of us simply choose to embrace them more than others. Like puppies and Kitties.
Good Nytes. Good Days. Dream Well
Jonathan Davis - [Forsaken]--- *Sigh* Here we go. Here we go, again. (The Avalanches - [Frontier Psychiatrist]) So i'm going to Stop talking about this now. Alex says that i need to Stop ignoring my wants, and just go for it. Luke says to stop sending out bits of myself to people, for them to control. Capiz says i need to focus. What do i say? i say it hurts like a motherfucker, and i want to fix it, as soon as possible. Someway.
i either want to stop wanting, or i want to, with minimal scarring, get something to fill this Hole, or at least cover it. (System Of A Down - [Chop Suey]) Fixing it requires being pro-active,. though, and that's difficult, when i'm in this Wanting Sans Direction stage.
Wayne Static - [Not Meant For Me]--- This soundtrack makes me feel much better about everything, in my life. Destruction, distance, identity, and arrogance. These are within all of us. Some of us simply choose to embrace them more than others. Like puppies and Kitties.
Good Nytes. Good Days. Dream Well
