Things that i happen to be...

[wolven7]

Tykwer,Klimek,Heil - [Running Three]--- I'm severely disappointed, and greatly elated, and massively... well, I don't think i can use the word surprised, anymore; it tastes like ashes. (Triumph the Insult Comic Dog - [I Keed]). I feel these things, at the end of the semester... i've made interesting new acquiantances, and strengthened some friendships, lost.... a lot of people. Well, a lot for my tastes. I'm stll kind of lonely, on a few levels. Everytime i close my eyes, in half sleep semi-consciousness i see images of people in love trying to integrate, with each other's ways of life. The merging and mixture of ways of life... Yeah.

I had a conversation, today, about dreams... I... meh. The end of the year makes things a little difficult, so far as... seeing things about people, because they let their guards down, more, and being unable to.. fully expound upon that. (Wümpscüt - [Krieg]). And here we hit upon the source of "Keep In Touch," and "Have a Great Summer," and "Dear Blank, I wish we had gotten to know each other better..." And we always say we will; we promise so much to "Next Time."

I'm sad, lonely, thinking about next week's tests, and... dreading the summer. I get the image of fight, in my head, when i think about it. Like, yeah, a war. Pleasant, eh?

Bah. Transitional periods. This, too, shall pass.

Eventually.

It also didn't help that i came home to an empty house, with like, no indication of where people had gone. That always feels... off. Twitchy. Hate that feeling like i'm missing something. Always have.

Well, i think that's quite enough of that.

Later, all.

Comments

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

Meh, living in a house infested with Family All of the time, I usually welcome that last. It's later when they come home with leftovers from Bennigan's or something that I get annoyed. :P

But people growing apart...Does really suck. It's like the process begins in College, and when that is the last glue and THAT dissolves, well, everyone just kinda drifts. You watch yourself drifting, too, and maybe some people will get caught in your gravitstional pull, or will go the dame way, but there are separations.

*hugs*

[wolven.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Yeah. I know what you mean, there, with the family. I guess it depends on the mood i'm in, at the time... Like so much else.

Yeah. I hope that more stay... than drift away...

Sometimes, things Do fall apart... Damn Yeats, for getting so much right.

[missmeganmaude.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I know what you mean... with the drifting apart...
people are rarely constant... they drift in and out and sometimes they stay for quite awhile, but sometimes they are gone as quickly as they came. This, as many things, can't be helped.

I agree... coming home to an empty house with no clue as to why it's empty is always strange... not quite right in feel. When you know where the people are, it's okay, but when you don't know, it's all odd.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thanks, and yeah, but i believe that if we're conscious of it, and try to keep it as long as we can, as long as is right... Well. It can be good.

Now i have "It Could be Sweet" by Portishead, stuck in my head... Meh.. saddish songs...