Kwisatz Haderach

[wolven7]

LUXT - [Witchhunt (ANiMoo Mix)]--- Trying to... reconcile things, in my head. The points of Schooling,a nd the ideals of gettign to where i need to be, soon enough, and the feeling of abandonment, on many sides. The mundane rushing in to take full force. Samsara As It Really Is Is Nirvana... Trying to work, through, in, past, above, around, braided. I'm trying to be many places at once, with ease, and perspicacity, because only being in one isn't fulfilling, and being dragged through several is... distressing.

I have school, and Teachings. And they need to balance... (Darkest of the Hillside Thickets - [Chunk]). I've also been feeling consummately abandoned, and lonely.

The Lady Jessica: I've been so lonely.
Reverend Mother: That should be one of the tests. Humans are almost always lonely.

So i'm going to go to bed, and, in the morning (read "early- to mid-afternoon"), i will begin work on my site visit paper, for World Religions.

Good Night

Dream Well

Comments

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

Like I said, everything's there, but the Pattern.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Like i said, i think that's the point. Time to make, not simply see and follow.