Something that has been bugging me:
Apr. 12th, 2004 03:35 amJohnny Cash - [The Man Comes Around]--- I had been thinking about someone seeing me as "without feeling," in a pictoral representation of me, and it was.. twitching at me. Because, honestly, i don't like the idea of people seeing me as emotionally cold. (Meryn Cadell - [Secret]). I know that, at times, i can be harsh, and, possibly, cruel, but-- and i don't mean this to sound as fucked up as it will-- i do it, most of the time, because i care.
The The - [Uncertain Smile]--- If i care about someone, i will be brutally, harshly honest with them, and hurt them, if it will help them. Because they'll gain more than a moment's pain, from it, if they hear it for what it is, from my perspective. And i ask the same, from my friends.
In that sense, I'm not cold, so much as i'm harsh. Acidic, sometimes. Too much activity, to just let it go...
Tori Amos - [Sweet Dreams]--- Felt that i should speak that, so i could get a better handle on it. Hearing and reading thoughts, externally, helps with that, a lot.
Dream Well
The The - [Uncertain Smile]--- If i care about someone, i will be brutally, harshly honest with them, and hurt them, if it will help them. Because they'll gain more than a moment's pain, from it, if they hear it for what it is, from my perspective. And i ask the same, from my friends.
In that sense, I'm not cold, so much as i'm harsh. Acidic, sometimes. Too much activity, to just let it go...
Tori Amos - [Sweet Dreams]--- Felt that i should speak that, so i could get a better handle on it. Hearing and reading thoughts, externally, helps with that, a lot.
Dream Well
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