i can't breathe in this city...

[wolven7]

Tool -[Useful Idiot]--- i was standing around in the courtyard at school today (Tool - [Forty Six & 2]) and i'm trying to enjoy the day. It's a beautiful, warm, sunny day, and it is, in fact, Not Sweltering. That's amazing as, in Georgia, simple "Warmth" generally turns to "Bake at 450° for 10-15 minutes," without much warning. So i'm enjoying the day, and i breathe in. There's less smell. The day doesn't flow into my lungs and body like it should. i'm remembering a tyme, long past, when i could smoke half a pack in 30 minutes, breathe in deeply, and pick out smells from miles away. i can Feel the rememberance of this. Now, i sit, not smoking, and i breathe in , and i smell, if i'm lucky, that which is in a 600 yard radius. It's really beginning to piss me off.

Tool - [Cesaro Summability]--- My senses are dulled. i can't taste as much as i used to, my sense of smell feels.... Dampened... My hearing is still fine, and my eyes are not getting Worse. *knocks on wood* So... i don't know. (Tool - [H.]) i need to fnd some way of rectifying this situation, but all i know is that todays, There was a Metaphysical wet rag over everything. It felt smothering, and damp, and like it was getting into your lungs, whether you wanted it to, or no. *sigh*

Now, don't get me wrong, i love the city, and the people in it.... When i don't hate them, and when my Agorophobia isn't acting up... There's simply an odd cowl over it, since this mid-afternoon. Anyone thinks i'm nuts, and that it's just me, and i need to clear my sinuses? That's fine. i'll do that. Either way, it'll get fixed. La...

i'm off for now, kids. Back later, perhaps.

Comments

[nyte-dead.livejournal.com]

Losing senses eh? It's called getting older..lol...j/k =P
Some of my senses have dramatically increased, there's only one sense I seem to have that keeps getting worse and worse, and that's my sense of touch. I dislike it. It can be an extremely annoying feeling.

[kitsuchan.livejournal.com]

Hmm... my senses, this past year or so, have actually gotten better, I think. But in my case, I never really payed attention before, and now that I do, I notice things. Except my hearing. That may be a little worse lately... Anyway, today felt vaguely alive today, but then, I was welcoming the sun and air into me, so I really don't know. And how's that for a confused and unhelpful answer? *hugs* if the weather was you, thanks. If not, thanks anyway.