Sometimes i simply write things, and wait to see what they mean...

[wolven7]

Mai Yamane& The SEATBELTS - [Blue]--- I re-read everything i write, and wait to see what it ends up meaning, in the end. (Hellsing - [Divine Act of Satan]). Because, honestly, sometimes it simply needs to be said, in the manner in which it is said, and all meanings, if any, can be extracted, upon later readings. I re-read it to make sure that i meant what i meant to mean. Usually i do... Sometimes, though, i have to sit, and work it out, for a few seconds, until i see what i was trying to say... Usually it comes down to something about intent, or responsibiliy, of the infinitude of "Self;" you know, shit that bores people, after too many times of hearing it... But, honestly, what do you want...

People have their angles, from which they approach the world. This is known. Things that they want to say, and things that, when they say them, make them comfortable. Points of View. (Nellie McKay - [It's a Pose]). When you dig (read: "Scratch," "irritate") deep enough, on anyone, you'll see that everything they say is framed in these ways. That does not, necessarily, make that person boring. It makes them who they are. It is, at that point, about the application of the Personality-- that Infinite Self-- to the situations, as they vary, and not about what comprises them. How they do what they will do, in a given situation, and how that will grow and react. Because there's always the chance that they'll do something Different. That's what people Are. Choosing creatures... And most of the time, we choose what makes us comfortable... Most of the time...

I've had a bit of Cthul-Aid, tonight, but i'm not Drunk, so much as i am... Pried Open. (Pop Will Eat Itself - [Underbelly]). Hopped up on some sugar, and probable to crash, in the next hour or so (so i better drink a lot of water, before then, so i don't get dehydrated; allergies and all), so i want to make sure that i write. These... things have been in my head, for a while, simply waiting for me to let them out for a bit, and realise that they aren't as big and bad as i've built them up to be. They're really just nice opinions, and feelings, on situations. ("This stuff is never enough.") So i'm writing them... And now i'm not.

I'm done. Said it all, for now... Appreciate the actions and furnishings which fill the vessel and frame, rather than pitying the sameness of the structure. You can always add onto a House.

Dream Well

Comments

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

You're adopting my modus operandi of saying shit, then figuring out what the hell I was talking about. This is frightening. Especially since I'm never sure if the latter part is successful. :P

Meryn Cadell - [Why Do I Do]

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Not adopting, in terms of "Newly Taking On," so much as Speaking About It, Now. For some reason...

And the latter part... can be successful. As long as you know yourself, and realise that anything you say, there, is coming Through that, at the very least... If not From it...

*licks* We'll all be fine...