I really should probably eat something...

[wolven7]

I'm still here. Met with the Rabbi. That went well. Been trying to arrange things with my dad. That's not going so well. He's got a lot of work-related things he wants me to do, and that's not working out too well. I'm tired, and not wanting to do things on my spring break.

I caught myself doing something, last night, or this morning; i don't remember which. Either way, i was grumbling and moaning, and i caught myself saying "Just once, i'd like a little free time to be irresponsible," or something like that... And i only mean that, conditionally. I've tried simply going with it, and accepting the things, as they need to be done, but there seems to be no end in sight.

Except Monday, i mean.

This morning, i recognised a weird sense of anxiety that hits me, every time i come to DC. It's a similar kind of anixety to that which hits me, right before a party, that being a sense of obligation and duty. Self-imposed, i'm sure.

I'm going to go make some phone calls, for business-related ventures. I'll talk to you all later.

Ta.

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[misokisaragi.livejournal.com]

do you come to DC often?

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Every summer, twice every winter, occassionally in the spring. Family still lives here/lives here again.