Things to do today

[wolven7]

Nellie McKay - [Inner Peace]--- Dreamt a bit, last night, about mech police, and getting shot in the back, with a sub-machine gun. That sucked. I also dreamed that teididh was taking care of a raven, which was a parakeet. Her name was Kah-Kah, or something to that effect.

Have to do some reading, today, as well as call the doctors, at GSU, and make an appointment. I haven't done doctory style things, in a very long time, and i really should. I have a very odd, probably very normal typd of paranoia, that, if i don't go tot the doctor, there'll be something wrong, and i won't know, and it'll fuck me up, but if i do, there will be, and it'll be big. Heh. (Poe - [A Rose Is A Rose]). So, really, the best thing for it is to simply call, and make the appointment and do what can be done. Don't want to be cowardly about the whole thing.

Also have to do some writing. That's a very personal "have to," not mainly driven by external factors, such as school. I keep letting myself Not write, and Not do art, not even giving ans excuse, simply being lazy, and, then, not doing any thing else with the time i could have spent writing or arting, productively. And that's fucking shite to do to myself, so i want to change that. And i'm going to start today, so that, in the future, when i have free time, i can use it to something productive.

Sneaker Pimps - [Becoming X]--- There are times, yes, when i want to laze about, and do Nothing, and those times can be necessary, as long as i use that as a time to get my head together. Unfortunately, i usually use that lazines as time to further clutter my head meats, with TV, and crap dwelling on shite i could fix, change, or at least get a hold on, if i were to stop fucking dwelling on it, and do it.

So i'm out, for now. Later

Comments

[teididh.livejournal.com]

That's funny, because the top name on our list right now for the baby means "Raven" and starts with a C, prounounced as the hard K sound. One of the middle names in consideration is related to the name of my parakeet.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Things like that, and larger, have been happening a lot, lately. Hmm I say go with the name, then, as you seem to be planning to. :)

I knows the urge

[karishi.livejournal.com]

That self-destructive desire to do nothing useful AND prepare yourself for the further doing of nothing useful by wearing your brain down.
Like sticking the sharp end of the sword perpendicular to the grindstone you could be sharpening it with...

Re: I knows the urge

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Yesss... tryiong to make that the exception, rather than the rule.