It's weird
Feb. 27th, 2004 01:36 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7LUXT - [Cease]--- I honestly don't know how many of the people around me accept, understand, or want to, for any of the above, what i'm trying to do, with the universe, and my life. I don't say this in the "Oh! My Lonely Path," kind of way, but rather the "Well... that's fucking weird... what are they still doing here?" kind of way. (Hum - [Ms. Lazarus]). And that is not in the "Go the hell away if you disagree," kind of way, but the earnestly asking kind of way.
There are a lot of people who.. i don't know.. think i'm outright Wrong in what i believe and what i'm trying to do, and, quite probably think i'm insane, for trying to do it. But they're still... Uhm... around. In their ways. They hang out, getting bits and pieces, and so on, but it's all interlocked. The facets are representations of the whole. I can try to bottle up the things on my mind, but that only guarantees that, one day, i'll explode and rant, at you, or around you. (Blue Öyster Cult - [Godzilla]). And maybe that thought amuses you. Whatever. I get sick of it, sometimes. So, honestly, i don't like to bottle it up, lock it away, be relegated to feeding it table scraps, in your presenece, to appease your ideal of me... But you know that already.
Anyway, my point was simply the awe i had at the realisation i came to, there, about that stuff... (Yeah Yeah Yeahs - [Maps]). I know that not everyone is going to like or agree but... i'm doing and planning some pretty... basic ideological and practical shifts in the fabric of all that which we know. Not to sound megalomaniacal, or anything... That's simply what i'm planning, and working toward. I'm displeased withthe current state of things, so i want to change them. Simple. The problem is that i don't know how many people disbelieve me, on that score, or simply think i'm insane, and ignore that part of me, for the parts with which they get along, fine.
Arch Enemy - [Enemy Within]--- Well. I guess i'll find out, eventually....
Ta
There are a lot of people who.. i don't know.. think i'm outright Wrong in what i believe and what i'm trying to do, and, quite probably think i'm insane, for trying to do it. But they're still... Uhm... around. In their ways. They hang out, getting bits and pieces, and so on, but it's all interlocked. The facets are representations of the whole. I can try to bottle up the things on my mind, but that only guarantees that, one day, i'll explode and rant, at you, or around you. (Blue Öyster Cult - [Godzilla]). And maybe that thought amuses you. Whatever. I get sick of it, sometimes. So, honestly, i don't like to bottle it up, lock it away, be relegated to feeding it table scraps, in your presenece, to appease your ideal of me... But you know that already.
Anyway, my point was simply the awe i had at the realisation i came to, there, about that stuff... (Yeah Yeah Yeahs - [Maps]). I know that not everyone is going to like or agree but... i'm doing and planning some pretty... basic ideological and practical shifts in the fabric of all that which we know. Not to sound megalomaniacal, or anything... That's simply what i'm planning, and working toward. I'm displeased withthe current state of things, so i want to change them. Simple. The problem is that i don't know how many people disbelieve me, on that score, or simply think i'm insane, and ignore that part of me, for the parts with which they get along, fine.
Arch Enemy - [Enemy Within]--- Well. I guess i'll find out, eventually....
Ta
