One of those moments.
Feb. 8th, 2004 11:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7I'm sitting here, thinking about the fact that people i went to Highschool with, are having children, and getting married. I'm freaked out. Early twenties. And, you know, i'd like to get married. I really would. I can see myself being married, in the not too distant future. And the fact that, right now... Jesus christ it's fucking with me...
The nature of my soul, in my opinion: Existant energies, encompassing the entirety of everything i am, and could be, from the perspectives that i hold, universally. So, an energetic window on infinity. i see mine as silver on black fire, with a sound like a hissing roar, and silence. Smells like ashes, snow, and the woods. Slightly of electricty, and a taste like tears and ozone. That's me, as i see me, right now... Most of the time.
The meaning of life is that it ends, and, before it does, for you, you do something with it, you make it worth something. You find somethin, in the universe, worth purveying, and protecting, or showing, for its vulnerability, and you do so, with all of your heart and the affore-mentioned soul. It's important. You have to understand impermanence, and the nature of Endings, and learn to Appreciate your Beginnings. You do that through Continuity-- sustaining your ideals. Changing though they may turn out to be.
Free will is inherent in everything, because without choice, and the ability for things to be different, the universe is a control experiment, or a lock-step march, from one end to the other, stopping in entropy, or not at all. And, again, that's pointless. Choices, creations, endings. And so on.
There's your answers. Doesn't mean you have to agree. But you didn't ask, so there's your damned answer...
Now i'm off to... i don't know. Stare at your pets.
Ta.
{If you were the spokesperson for a minority group, it's safe to bet that people would listen to you today. What you have to say could help change certain mentalities. Whether you do this for yourself or for the community around you, what you express today could be extremely beneficial to you. You may be able to reap the rewards of this experience in the near future. So don't be afraid, WOLVEN, speak! It's time to rid society of some of the old principles that keep it from evolving...
11.54:Mindless Self Indulgence - [Clarissa]--- That'd be nice.}
The nature of my soul, in my opinion: Existant energies, encompassing the entirety of everything i am, and could be, from the perspectives that i hold, universally. So, an energetic window on infinity. i see mine as silver on black fire, with a sound like a hissing roar, and silence. Smells like ashes, snow, and the woods. Slightly of electricty, and a taste like tears and ozone. That's me, as i see me, right now... Most of the time.
The meaning of life is that it ends, and, before it does, for you, you do something with it, you make it worth something. You find somethin, in the universe, worth purveying, and protecting, or showing, for its vulnerability, and you do so, with all of your heart and the affore-mentioned soul. It's important. You have to understand impermanence, and the nature of Endings, and learn to Appreciate your Beginnings. You do that through Continuity-- sustaining your ideals. Changing though they may turn out to be.
Free will is inherent in everything, because without choice, and the ability for things to be different, the universe is a control experiment, or a lock-step march, from one end to the other, stopping in entropy, or not at all. And, again, that's pointless. Choices, creations, endings. And so on.
There's your answers. Doesn't mean you have to agree. But you didn't ask, so there's your damned answer...
Now i'm off to... i don't know. Stare at your pets.
Ta.
{If you were the spokesperson for a minority group, it's safe to bet that people would listen to you today. What you have to say could help change certain mentalities. Whether you do this for yourself or for the community around you, what you express today could be extremely beneficial to you. You may be able to reap the rewards of this experience in the near future. So don't be afraid, WOLVEN, speak! It's time to rid society of some of the old principles that keep it from evolving...
11.54:Mindless Self Indulgence - [Clarissa]--- That'd be nice.}
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Date: 2004-02-09 09:48 pm (UTC)So...We're all windows on one another, in your eyes? Spheres on Indra's Net? (I believe that was the metaphor I wanted. Each pearl was so lustrous it reflected every other pearl on the web.)
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And it seems almost Tautological, to me, to say it. Like an A Priori... Need to watch out for those...
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Date: 2004-02-09 09:57 pm (UTC)Hmm. Thoughts on how I work, now...
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I hope they're good thoughts...