Power Outage. Again.
Feb. 8th, 2004 01:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Power went out, this morning, all over the house, and i had to turn all of the breakers off and then On, again, to get everything working. Andby everything, i mean the bathroom electrics, as well as the modem, and router. That was very annoying. (kidneythieves - [Feathers]). Dreams of random things, and bits of family, and politics, and elitist families, and not wanting to eat their food, because i didn't want to be trapped there. Some kind of radio contest. ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
raoin and saxshooter were there. It was like i was trying to get somewhere, by backpacking. Northish.
That talk with my dad, last night, made me realise that, honestly, i need to synthesize this all as best i can. He ranted, for a bit, like i do at you guys, and showed me that, in the end, there has to be the union of taking care of myself while fulfilling the obligations to-- and having compassion For-- others. I mean, it's not like that was his Goal, or anything, to teach me that, or maybe it was, but he wasn't like "You HAVE to understand this, son;" he just said it all, ranting. (Arrogant Worms - [The Mountie Song]). That was... nice. It simply might.. take a little more time, to get to that point where i can synthesize, more easily, and not have it... hmm, Outwardly show, and disupt. That utterly competent level. Or maybe that level's a dream, and a goal, like Perfection.
Maybe they're the same thing.
But, either way, it's a difficult propsition. I need to art, and write, and read, today, and tomorrow.. Got tests, coming up.
Tired. I'll talk to you guys later.
raoin and saxshooter were there. It was like i was trying to get somewhere, by backpacking. Northish.That talk with my dad, last night, made me realise that, honestly, i need to synthesize this all as best i can. He ranted, for a bit, like i do at you guys, and showed me that, in the end, there has to be the union of taking care of myself while fulfilling the obligations to-- and having compassion For-- others. I mean, it's not like that was his Goal, or anything, to teach me that, or maybe it was, but he wasn't like "You HAVE to understand this, son;" he just said it all, ranting. (Arrogant Worms - [The Mountie Song]). That was... nice. It simply might.. take a little more time, to get to that point where i can synthesize, more easily, and not have it... hmm, Outwardly show, and disupt. That utterly competent level. Or maybe that level's a dream, and a goal, like Perfection.
Maybe they're the same thing.
But, either way, it's a difficult propsition. I need to art, and write, and read, today, and tomorrow.. Got tests, coming up.
Tired. I'll talk to you guys later.
