Hm. Adventures in Bad ideas.
Feb. 6th, 2004 04:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Ate too much crappy food, yesterday. Then ate some Really good Three Mile Island Wings, from Taco Mac. The reaction, later, was really quite extraordinary. It's like there was an insane explosion, in my intestines, and everything was invited. But i'm better, now.
Today has been... Refreshing? on certain levels. Did some tarot, got a lot of sleep, waking only once to get rid of some water, and had fucked up dreams, again. Yay! ^_^
I still need to do more writing, and some actual Meditation, instead of substituting exercise for it, so that i can come to some understandings. Having a brief moment of difficulty with propelling myself Forward. With acting, and doing anything, from both the Zeno's paradox perspective of not knowing how to move past the infinite first steps, and the simpler problem of not even knowing what a possible first step is, nor the... je ne sais quoi (god what a clichéd phrase, and inadequate :\), to create it. It is, i know, one of those things you simply Do, and then have Done. And that's exactly the problem. It's an effort in using the paradox to my advantage, like i usually can, instead of letting it turn me around.
So that's what i'm working on, now... That and that whole Full Exposure thing. I'll explain that, more, later, if i get around to it. How's things with you? How's the family?
Today has been... Refreshing? on certain levels. Did some tarot, got a lot of sleep, waking only once to get rid of some water, and had fucked up dreams, again. Yay! ^_^
I still need to do more writing, and some actual Meditation, instead of substituting exercise for it, so that i can come to some understandings. Having a brief moment of difficulty with propelling myself Forward. With acting, and doing anything, from both the Zeno's paradox perspective of not knowing how to move past the infinite first steps, and the simpler problem of not even knowing what a possible first step is, nor the... je ne sais quoi (god what a clichéd phrase, and inadequate :\), to create it. It is, i know, one of those things you simply Do, and then have Done. And that's exactly the problem. It's an effort in using the paradox to my advantage, like i usually can, instead of letting it turn me around.
So that's what i'm working on, now... That and that whole Full Exposure thing. I'll explain that, more, later, if i get around to it. How's things with you? How's the family?
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Date: 2004-02-06 02:41 pm (UTC)umm, goodish. i'm depressdid, but not so much so as to call it depression. could use a drink tonight, but prolly wont.
family's good, in so far as i can tell. no one's called me to tell me that something horrible and/or apocalyptic has happened.
this "Full Exposure" you speak of... those words scare me... please tell me what this about soon so i wont continue to think the wrong things.
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Date: 2004-02-07 01:05 pm (UTC)i think it has alot to do with the fact that all we have is white wine and what i want is something like jager or benedictine... why drink if there's not something there you like to drink?
ok. i'll wait for you to let me know what this full exposure thing is all about and i'll try not to think dirty thoughts in the meantime. ;)
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Best to stay away from the whole situation, all together.
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Date: 2004-02-07 05:22 pm (UTC)Re: oh.. you know.. stuff...