Venting Irrational Rage.

[wolven7]

I need a punching bag. A Large one, to hang from a rafter, or a railing. Something so i don't have to keep punching walls, and the floor, when i need to physically express violence. I could go out, and i could hit things, and kick things, and i could do it, until i was tired, and until i didn't want to do it to things filled with meat and bone and blood... Because i do, sometimes, for what others consider irrational reasons.

I have ideals and values that other people simply don't have. i know and [try to] accept that. But it Still fucking bugs me when people i consider friends are at my house, for long periods of time, and then simply fucking leave, without saying good-bye. It irks me and gets under my skin in a way that i barely know how to express and which, on a day like this, where i was already feeling lonely and unloved, only makes things worse. < /vulnerable >

Shaddupa you mout'. I'm heading elsewhere.

Really want to stab something. Find me a stabbin' bag. Do this now.

Comments

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

*can think of a few people to send, instead, that would satisfy the urge for a bit*

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but that would only work if.,.. well various things would have to be satisfied, before i did that. That's what the bags would be for. Punching or stabbing to remove the temptation from the human perspective... Whatever you want that to mean...