Utterly useless.
Jan. 12th, 2004 01:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Guster - [Demons]--- That's a feeling, running through my head, at the moment, and it's only exhasperated by t he fact that i have to go to class, on Monday. I'm dreading it. New occurence. Hit me, today. My dad really wants me to apply for this department of state job, and one of the requirements is that i type forty words per minute. Much to my chagrin, i know i don't type that well. I stumble, i stutter, i stop, and i have the inherent flaw that i never learned not to correct my mistakes, as soon as i make them. If i notice them, that is. My highest WPM was 36, once. Anyway, that's me whining about what i don't believe i can do. (Nine Inch Nails - [The Becoming]). I just want to apply for the damn thing, and get the application over with, if that's what's necessary.
I told him i didn't want to do it, that it seemed... off to me, and he "strongly encouraged/recommended" that i do it, anyway, citing that i could always back out, if it came to that. So i'll send in the bloody forms. They have to be postmarked by the 16th. So i'll print them, and i'll send them in, tomorrow, or Wednesday. I also just noticed that there is yet another necessity, in my room, painted over, in an extraordinarily dangerous fashion: the grounding socket, for my wall outlet. There are three intakes, in a standard wall outlet, the third, circular one is a grounding intake. The one on the one, next to my computer, that doesn't already have a fucking power strip in it, is painted over...
MDFMK - [Find It Fuck It Forget It]--- Fuck This. I'm going to watch television, and then go to bed. Screw this all to hell and gone, because tomorrow is a brighter day, gods fuck it.
Dream Well
I told him i didn't want to do it, that it seemed... off to me, and he "strongly encouraged/recommended" that i do it, anyway, citing that i could always back out, if it came to that. So i'll send in the bloody forms. They have to be postmarked by the 16th. So i'll print them, and i'll send them in, tomorrow, or Wednesday. I also just noticed that there is yet another necessity, in my room, painted over, in an extraordinarily dangerous fashion: the grounding socket, for my wall outlet. There are three intakes, in a standard wall outlet, the third, circular one is a grounding intake. The one on the one, next to my computer, that doesn't already have a fucking power strip in it, is painted over...
MDFMK - [Find It Fuck It Forget It]--- Fuck This. I'm going to watch television, and then go to bed. Screw this all to hell and gone, because tomorrow is a brighter day, gods fuck it.
Dream Well
