It's arrogance, and a standard to which i hold myself, that no one else would.

[wolven7]

Wümpscüt - [Totmacher (VNV Nation Remix)]--- It's very egotistical of me to think that what is seen clearly, in retrospect, should or could have been seen, in the priors. But i know that it could have. Had i been paying more close attention, to the sections, and themes, and times, i'd have seen, smelled, and felt it, far and agao. (Einstürzende Neubauten - [Headcleaner]). But i didn't. I shall, at this point, take it as the... disturbing "coincidence," that it is, and learn to be further and more intently watchful, in the future.

In other, semi-unrelated news, there were many people, here, when i got home. Well, not really many, but certainly two more than i expected, followed by three more, after that. They drank lots, and were loud, and people had sex in the living room. But i'm getting used to that. Wasn't a bad thing, simply rather non-expected/surprising, due to... other trends of behavious in the people that showed, ie only being here, recently, during parties. Anyway, it was a good night. Before that, i was at Rosie's house, for the Christmas party. Guys won trivia, for those of you to whom that means anything. :) Naming movies put us over the top. Good times.

I'm going to go give myself a tarot reading, read some Perdido Street Station, and go to bed. Tomorrow, i'll be reading all of the handouts, from my Global Issues class, again, to prepare for the test.

I'll talk to you all, later, most likely.

Dream Well

Comments

[mahajarabali.livejournal.com]

20/20 hindsight is a bitch, but useful in some ways.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

I take it as a learning experience, like everything Else. How was the Trip?

[mahajarabali.livejournal.com]

tiring

[(Anonymous)]

I don't feel that was a fair game. You had an unfair advantage haveing Seth on your team.
Wow sounds like whatever happened at your house after my party was bad. Sorry that that happened but at the same time I wasn't expecting at least one of your roomates to come mainly because I think they are still sort of angry and because they had prior engagements ie sex. But then again wouldn't be the first time people blew off things for sex... oh well
Rosie

[wolven.livejournal.com]

not bad, per se, just, as i said, non-expected. These things happen.

[raoin.livejournal.com]

very sad to have missed that party, prolly would have been better than the one i went to. on quite the other hand though, i dont think i could have missed the other party(office party). did too much driving on saturday, this whole weekend went to shit, though i didnt realize that until just now and so i need more sleep. i did however, by luck or chance or both, find something for you for christmas that's even better than what i am alredy getting you. *big shit-eating grin*

[wolven.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that you didn't have a good time at the office party. Would have seemed like it could have been a great bunch of people, with whom to party. Sorry it didn't work out that way.

I really would appreciate it if you didn't get me anything else. Seriously. I know it makes you happy to do thinkgs, and such, but, really, it just makes me feel like shit for not being able to reiprocate.

[raoin.livejournal.com]

actually i didnt plan to get you anything else, but then i found what i found and knew i had to buy it right then or it wouldnt be there in two months time, or even a month... it was that cool, and better still, it was cheap for what it was. dont feel like shit, just enjoy the gifts you are given thoroughly and i'll consider my work done.