The Last Dance - [Nightmares]--- So i had a conversation, a few minutes ago, about why my dreams are so very intricate, layered, and strange. What follows is what i consider the short answer, with regards to all factors. The shortest short answer being, of course, silence, and continuing to live life. If you want to know why, here you are. If you want to know more, you know where i am. If you don't give a damn, then don't worry about either. ;)
Damien: My dreams are... Strange
Damien: Always
Katherine: do you have a guess as to why
Damien: Because i lead a strange life, and think strange thoughts, and disect things oddly
Katherine: what's your strange life
Katherine: do tell me
Katherine: i'm intrigued
Katherine: we're the same age, right
Katherine: you're 21?
Katherine: i'm 22
Damien: i'm 21, yes
Katherine: so how is the life you lead so strange - and i ask this very innocently - this is not an attack - i'm interested
Damien: It's no one thing that can be pointed at. It's interactions and the feeling, between groups
Katherine: i need more
Damien: There is a surreality that follows me around, everything. A sense of the Immaculate and the Infernal, in everything i do
Damien: and that's Exactly the way i like it
Katherine: i see
Damien: I am attracted to friends with... certain potentials, and certain proclivities.
Damien: Those things change, grow, and mutate, into around away from each other, as we get to know each other.
Damien: And none of us see our personal changes as bad, except for when we do. If we even notice them
Katherine: im that way - as far as attracted to those kinds of friends
Katherine: i'm slowly learning to not do that - i've still got the ones like that but i'm least not adding on more on - it's really reallyu hard - i understand you there
Katherine: (i understand all of what you say, but i emphathize there)
Damien: And, when i think about these things, my subconscious, and conscious get together, and have nice little Discussions, in my Dream Space
Damien: Well, it's not always BAD that i'm drawn to certain types of people. It can be a bit Strange, mind you, but it's not Bad.
Katherine: right
Damien: They are Still a wide range of people, and diverse. Too diverse, some think, but that's beside the point.
Katherine: i agree there - beside the point
Damien: The point is that, when all of these interesting people get into my interesing headspace, with the interesting way i disect these things, and my interesting modes of understanding, and my interesting spirituality towards Dreaming, and i go to sleep, i have Fucked Up Dreams.
Katherine: understood
Katherine: makes sense
Damien: and yeah. I love my dreams. It bothers me, when i can't remember them.
And i'm off to go find things, online, to look at, and spread to you, like some kind of plague. Hooray!
Later
Damien: My dreams are... Strange
Damien: Always
Katherine: do you have a guess as to why
Damien: Because i lead a strange life, and think strange thoughts, and disect things oddly
Katherine: what's your strange life
Katherine: do tell me
Katherine: i'm intrigued
Katherine: we're the same age, right
Katherine: you're 21?
Katherine: i'm 22
Damien: i'm 21, yes
Katherine: so how is the life you lead so strange - and i ask this very innocently - this is not an attack - i'm interested
Damien: It's no one thing that can be pointed at. It's interactions and the feeling, between groups
Katherine: i need more
Damien: There is a surreality that follows me around, everything. A sense of the Immaculate and the Infernal, in everything i do
Damien: and that's Exactly the way i like it
Katherine: i see
Damien: I am attracted to friends with... certain potentials, and certain proclivities.
Damien: Those things change, grow, and mutate, into around away from each other, as we get to know each other.
Damien: And none of us see our personal changes as bad, except for when we do. If we even notice them
Katherine: im that way - as far as attracted to those kinds of friends
Katherine: i'm slowly learning to not do that - i've still got the ones like that but i'm least not adding on more on - it's really reallyu hard - i understand you there
Katherine: (i understand all of what you say, but i emphathize there)
Damien: And, when i think about these things, my subconscious, and conscious get together, and have nice little Discussions, in my Dream Space
Damien: Well, it's not always BAD that i'm drawn to certain types of people. It can be a bit Strange, mind you, but it's not Bad.
Katherine: right
Damien: They are Still a wide range of people, and diverse. Too diverse, some think, but that's beside the point.
Katherine: i agree there - beside the point
Damien: The point is that, when all of these interesting people get into my interesing headspace, with the interesting way i disect these things, and my interesting modes of understanding, and my interesting spirituality towards Dreaming, and i go to sleep, i have Fucked Up Dreams.
Katherine: understood
Katherine: makes sense
Damien: and yeah. I love my dreams. It bothers me, when i can't remember them.
And i'm off to go find things, online, to look at, and spread to you, like some kind of plague. Hooray!
Later
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Date: 2003-11-20 08:42 pm (UTC)Me too.....Damn dreams.
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Tossing up a salute
Date: 2003-11-20 10:38 pm (UTC)Re: Tossing up a salute