Notes from the Pitt...
Nov. 19th, 2003 01:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Duke Ellington & John Coltrane - [Take the Coltrane]--- Paid water bill, today. Talked about dispositions of people, and myself, found that i did poorly on a German test. Very Poorly. Waited for the bus, listened to music, walked home in a down-pour, accidentally stepped on an ant hill, trying to avoid getting run over, and/or soaked. Not the best day i could have had, all things considered.
Smoking has been... Not calling. Stating itself as something that's there. (Buffy the Vampire Slayer Cast - [Wish I Could Stay]). Asking "Why nots," and giving me examples of things i could say to people. But no. I may not have the perspicacity (hadn't used the word, in a while) to simply create, destoy, and Change the factors in my life, at the moment, but i will, again, iof i just fucking Work at it. (The Adventures Of Jet - [Domino]). So i work at it. I keep going, until it's all there. Ducks. Rows. Chicks. Hatched. &c.
I'm going to go study for the PoliSci test i have, in the early afternoon.
Enjoy the implications of the words i've written, beyond their expressly stated nature. Go ahead; infer, without assuming, and don't let any of them solidify as truth until you fucking ask. See if that works out for you. *wink*
Later.
Dream Well
{1.48am: It could be best to keep to yourself, WOLVEN. You might be in the mood to relax and to meditate on your own. You probably won't want a lot of interruptions to spoil your day. Take the day off and do something just for you. Go for a long hike, bike ride, or jog. You'll enjoy clearing out your mind and recharging your batteries. If you can get outside and take in some fresh air, that will be much better than sitting at home.
This is when you know i have my priorities oddly arranged. Great suggestions, true points. I'm going to class tomorrow, because i want to learn things, and see people. *sigh*
Would that i could. Allow myself.}
Smoking has been... Not calling. Stating itself as something that's there. (Buffy the Vampire Slayer Cast - [Wish I Could Stay]). Asking "Why nots," and giving me examples of things i could say to people. But no. I may not have the perspicacity (hadn't used the word, in a while) to simply create, destoy, and Change the factors in my life, at the moment, but i will, again, iof i just fucking Work at it. (The Adventures Of Jet - [Domino]). So i work at it. I keep going, until it's all there. Ducks. Rows. Chicks. Hatched. &c.
I'm going to go study for the PoliSci test i have, in the early afternoon.
Enjoy the implications of the words i've written, beyond their expressly stated nature. Go ahead; infer, without assuming, and don't let any of them solidify as truth until you fucking ask. See if that works out for you. *wink*
Later.
Dream Well
{1.48am: It could be best to keep to yourself, WOLVEN. You might be in the mood to relax and to meditate on your own. You probably won't want a lot of interruptions to spoil your day. Take the day off and do something just for you. Go for a long hike, bike ride, or jog. You'll enjoy clearing out your mind and recharging your batteries. If you can get outside and take in some fresh air, that will be much better than sitting at home.
This is when you know i have my priorities oddly arranged. Great suggestions, true points. I'm going to class tomorrow, because i want to learn things, and see people. *sigh*
Would that i could. Allow myself.}
