Of note, or perhaps not.
Nov. 14th, 2003 04:28 amVNV Nation - [Darkangel (Azrael)]--- A little touchy, recently, as noted before. Realising that my goals for life, the universe, and everything are... unaccepted. Realising that, until i can literally breathe fire, or burn things, without going to crazy jail for having the pyro disease, i'm always going to want to smoke; Fuck Nictotine, i need Fire. Realising that understanding is not a guarantee, and misunderstanding is far more likely. Realising that things will always be easy enough for me, in my life, that complaining about anything will seem like Whining, and bitching, without due reason, even though it still hurts. A Lot.
Realising that this bullshit doesn't matter, fuck 'em if they won't understand (not can't, Won't.), and none of this is worth me getting down on shit to the point of my not trying. Burn anything in the way, and full speed ahead, i do believe is the plan.
Whatever. I'm going to work on being a little more understanding of the universe, this November. Apparently, i'm supposed to.
Well, the weather outside... ? Is frightful. But this fire? It's so delightful. And, well, since there's no place to go?
Let it Snow. Let it Snow. Let it Snow.
Dream Well
Realising that this bullshit doesn't matter, fuck 'em if they won't understand (not can't, Won't.), and none of this is worth me getting down on shit to the point of my not trying. Burn anything in the way, and full speed ahead, i do believe is the plan.
Whatever. I'm going to work on being a little more understanding of the universe, this November. Apparently, i'm supposed to.
Well, the weather outside... ? Is frightful. But this fire? It's so delightful. And, well, since there's no place to go?
Let it Snow. Let it Snow. Let it Snow.
Dream Well
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Date: 2003-11-14 08:41 am (UTC)That...Hurts the most. When you know you have Reason enough, but everyone only sees the Peachy, and you complaining, and construes what they will from there. So you just get sick of the veiled-disgusted looks, the cries of 'Goth', and just starts stuffing it all down. 'Saving it all up for one Glorious day'.
And lookit your mood, then your music and tell me that's not Funny as Hell.
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