wolven7 | Written to Someone Else

'So i went outseide, at about 3.15, and sat, in the rocking chair, on the back porch, which caught the sun perfectly, and i stared, into it, and closed my eyes, depending on how i felt about it. And i listened to "The Real Thing" once through, and got the Feeling of it, imbedded, in my mind. And then, i moved down to the actual Deck, to fully catch the sun. Sat crossed legs, straight back. Meditated, for a while, on what the nature of the whole thing, was. The Connections, between you, me, what we are, what the Storms are to Us. From The Storms to the Fire Storm, and the Falling of the Energy. Talking to Light, for the Sun, Dark, for the Sunspots, Lucifer, as the bringer of light/knowledge (Meta[phore]Light), Legba as the Avatar of the Path the light would take ("no one will know" voltaire), the avatar of Tech, that God, Lord of the Pathways, and of the Silver Technological Road. To Tech, Nature, Death, Life, Dream Everything. Asking for the ability to take this all in me, to hold it, to disperse it, to Re-CEntre it. To hold a Measure of it, in me, until i could use it as a Formative thing. To use my ability for Change, and Growth, not only in the TEmpation and Corruption, but, at the same time, in the Beneficial, the New Awareness. Both. All of them, at once, in equal Dynamic Balance and measure. I sat there, breathing in, and out, in and out, creating and destroying, fueling, growing, remoulding, and remaking, as was necessary, and i needed Fire, so i took a leaf, from the deck, and placed it in the palm of my hand. And i burned it, until it was mostly ashes. I dropped it a few times, in the process, but i always picked it back up, and kept burning it, until it was gone. Then i took the ashes, and rubbed them into my hands, and kept the smell of the Burned Things with me, all day.

'Oh, and i actually Stared at the Sun, later, until i saw the Sunspots.'

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{You might need to offer a friend encouragement, WOLVEN. Perhaps your buddy is going through a divorce or a romantic separation. He could have a lot of confusion about what he really wants out of his personal life. Try to boost his self-esteem, because his confidence could be taking a beating right now. Your compassionate words and sense of humor could really help your friend to see the light.

Jack Off Jill - [When I Am Queen]--- Hilarity, i tells ya.}