Can someone explain something to me?
Oct. 15th, 2003 12:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7You could be in the mood to redecorate today, WOLVEN. Chances are that you are growing tired of how things look in your home. Maybe you will decide to make a simple change. You might pick out a new paint color or wallpaper pattern for your walls. Or you might decide to invest in some new furniture. If you get really ambitious, you might draw up some plans for some renovations or additions. It's a good time for home improvements.
MC Chris - [Hijack]--- Last night, i go to bed, with the intention of having a nicestable deram space, with people, and nthing too much, very special. At one point, i got to hang out with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
mech_angel, and , at another point, with michette, so that was ok. We were in a combination of the Marriot New Orleans, an apartment building lobby, and the basement of Club 1150. (God Lives Underwater - [Happy]). Another convention, or something, only i'm not a patron, i'm a guest/staff member. Someone keeps trying to interview me. She's like the quintesential nosey reporter, and i'm doing my best to simply shrug off her questions, and go about my business. I take her outside at one point, to shower her a building that looks like the top has been bitten off. And all of the other odd things about the angles of the buildings, from the ground.
Flashes of me. riding on a bus, trying to get to a school. I know the school, and have been to it, many times. The city is a fantasy/steam-punk combination of Georgetown and Atlanta, in the Fall. I'm riding this bus, and i keep missing my stop, and i know that, if i don't do something soon, i'm going to miss it again, because this bus doesn't go where i think it does. So i ask the bus driver to please stop, because i want to get off. I Do, and i walk to the marta station, from which i've walked, in previous dreams, and i walk around the side, trying to find "Commerce" street.
Cut to an underwater battle of something like Pokémon, only part of their powers is to be taken over by the "Shadow World," and become "Evil." they still fight for their masters, but they aren't quite the same. These are, also, little hand-held toys, like you would get from a fast food place. They transform from "Good" to "Bad." (Tori Amos - [Lust]). I am and i'm watching this Kid, who's trying to win theis underwater tournement, and he/his little brother keeps playing with the other's Figure. He says "Stop it! Do you want to turn them evil?!" And there's a battle going on, they Live in this structure, lilke a sea-lab, or a submarine, so the younger brother goes sulking off to his room,, but he can feel what's happening with me, back at the battle, and he can tell, when the Object i'm using as a Kinetic Conduit for the monsters' powers isn't working any more. I'm frantically searching through my room, looking for something that will work, and i run across this thing, like one of those puzzles easy two-piece puzzle, that's missing it's internal piece. (Oingo Boingo - [Dead Man's Party (Party 'til You're Dead Mix)]). It's a snake, and it's my brother's. I go storming into his room, saying "Hey! I'd REALLY Appreciate it, if you could keep your stuff out of my..." and then i see the snake piece, MY brother says, while handing me the piece "Looking for something?" I say yes, thank you, and turn to go back to the battle. He says "You're welcome." I use the Snake pendant, and i win. We're sitting on top of what is, literally, a mountain of gold. Dubloons, necklaces, jewelry, &c. and i can see the boys sliding around in it, like Scrooge MacDuck, saying "Poverty, world hunger, homelessness! All Solved!"
And then there's a press conference. We're talking to the boys, in front of their mountaing of mone, and tthey're talking abotu their plans, for it. There's talk of an island resort.
Feeling of transitioning, on the bus.
I'm at a wedding/[reception] and my family is there. Grandfather, Father, Uncle, Aunts, off in the background, but not really, Cousins, Mom, people. I'm winding throught the wedding reception, trying to get to the basement, to find someone. (Oingo Boingo - [Running On A Treadmill]). The basement, because, as everyone knows, it's the entrance to the tropical resort. I get past everyone wanting to talk to me, and i get to the basement, andmech_angel is there, but she Looks like Lois Lane-- suit-skirt set, and black hair. She helps me down, into the resort, and we;re hanging out on the tropical deck, and we all get kidnapped.
Einstürzende Neubauten - [Beauty]--- There are two people-- a man and a woman--, there, and this section happens, several times, each time ending with me being shot, and the woman being Very distraught, at having shot and killed someone. I don't want that for Either of us. (Eminem - [My Dads Gone Crazy]). On one of the times, around, the old man and she are talking a bout the Evils of some woman politician, and how she needs to be stopped, because of her views on abortion. The woman, herself, is pregnant. Rather young, and her appearance keeps changing. Sometimes she's older, dark haired, sometimes she's a young (17) redhead, with short hair, and so on. Sometimes she's a combination of all of them She's got a gun, and the old man is simply a badass, and i know that He's the one that needs to be taken down, not her. I've tried throwing things, at them, to disrupt bloodflow, to their brains, and it's not working, so i start organising a riot, without saying a word. The two of them start cooking for us, and arranging so we'll be "Comfortable." (Chimaira - [Sphere]). Someone, looks like the Old guy's twin, starts trying to attack him. We don't see him again. The basement is, now, only a basement. Kind of combined with my dad's dining room, and my dead grandfather's dining room and kitchen. He goes into the kitchen, with the girl, and a knife, and while their back is turned, and everyone is dancing, i say Ok Everybody! NOW! RIOT! (Cibo Matto - [Know Your Chicken]). And the old guy, having been through this with me, before, and remembering, as i do, screams "Screw the Riot! There's a Back Door, RIGHT THERE." Some people mob him, doing no damage to him, and others break shit, and Most simply leave, like i'd planned them to. I grab a knife, and go over to the table where, in the shadows at the head of the table is Something. Looks like a Non-Cute, Biomechanoid Zim, and is kind of Slimey (literally) and Evil. I grab it, at take it into the kitchen with me, and use it as a barganing chit, against the Old Guy. The Girl is now in her 20s, reddish blonde, short hair, freaking out. The Old Guy is amused, and i'm holding the knie in front of me. I know that i can hold my own, if necessary, but can't figure a way to kill him. (Project Pitchfork - [Omega Alpha]) He says, "You know your girl's Friend? The one who tried to come at me? She won't being seeing him again." And he points to the nearly translucent cake serving cover, through which i see what Looks like cake... but which i know is a Head. The old guy goes to the Table, speaking to me, the entire time about Tasks, and Having to kill, to survive, and having to, sometimes, kill that which has sustained, in the past, or allowed us to Be, at all. Sometimes, it's the only proper thing. He grabs the butcher knife, and i think that he's going to come at me, but he doesn't. He can't. He tels me to come at, and i do. I Slice him in the back, in the left kidney and lung, and nothing happens. He's walking away from me, toward the basement door, the entire time. I move around to the frontof him, and stab, with what is now a silver serrated steak knife, into his left lung, again, and nothing. His heart, and he starts to slow, not much. I wonder, briefly, if he's wearing a bullet proof vest, or kevlar. I know that he isn't. I slash at his jugular, and there's a bit of blood, but not much. I stab him between his clavicle, and his collar bone, and it feels like stabbing through undercooked Steak. Very tough, especially for the Sharpness of the knife. And he's talking to me, as i'm driving the knife deeper, and he says "What we hurt, we often Love... Who taught us that? It was someone... Smart... someone.. famous." (Bobgoblin - [Killer]). I say, Hannibal. Hannibal taught us that... I wake up
It woke me up, at 11.02, which is Good, because, otherwise, my alarm wouldn't have woken me, because i set it for 10.59 pm, on acciedent. I wasn't paying attention, when i set it. So, what i want to know is... Why do i keep having to Stab To Death, people, in my dreams, who are trying to kill me? My Son, in that one dream, this Old Guy, last night.. What's up with that? I mean, personally, i understand it, and know where it all flows from, but i wonder what it says about me, on a psychological level, sometimes... Ah well. I should go to class.
Have Great Days.
MC Chris - [Hijack]--- Last night, i go to bed, with the intention of having a nicestable deram space, with people, and nthing too much, very special. At one point, i got to hang out with
mech_angel, and , at another point, with michette, so that was ok. We were in a combination of the Marriot New Orleans, an apartment building lobby, and the basement of Club 1150. (God Lives Underwater - [Happy]). Another convention, or something, only i'm not a patron, i'm a guest/staff member. Someone keeps trying to interview me. She's like the quintesential nosey reporter, and i'm doing my best to simply shrug off her questions, and go about my business. I take her outside at one point, to shower her a building that looks like the top has been bitten off. And all of the other odd things about the angles of the buildings, from the ground.Flashes of me. riding on a bus, trying to get to a school. I know the school, and have been to it, many times. The city is a fantasy/steam-punk combination of Georgetown and Atlanta, in the Fall. I'm riding this bus, and i keep missing my stop, and i know that, if i don't do something soon, i'm going to miss it again, because this bus doesn't go where i think it does. So i ask the bus driver to please stop, because i want to get off. I Do, and i walk to the marta station, from which i've walked, in previous dreams, and i walk around the side, trying to find "Commerce" street.
Cut to an underwater battle of something like Pokémon, only part of their powers is to be taken over by the "Shadow World," and become "Evil." they still fight for their masters, but they aren't quite the same. These are, also, little hand-held toys, like you would get from a fast food place. They transform from "Good" to "Bad." (Tori Amos - [Lust]). I am and i'm watching this Kid, who's trying to win theis underwater tournement, and he/his little brother keeps playing with the other's Figure. He says "Stop it! Do you want to turn them evil?!" And there's a battle going on, they Live in this structure, lilke a sea-lab, or a submarine, so the younger brother goes sulking off to his room,, but he can feel what's happening with me, back at the battle, and he can tell, when the Object i'm using as a Kinetic Conduit for the monsters' powers isn't working any more. I'm frantically searching through my room, looking for something that will work, and i run across this thing, like one of those puzzles easy two-piece puzzle, that's missing it's internal piece. (Oingo Boingo - [Dead Man's Party (Party 'til You're Dead Mix)]). It's a snake, and it's my brother's. I go storming into his room, saying "Hey! I'd REALLY Appreciate it, if you could keep your stuff out of my..." and then i see the snake piece, MY brother says, while handing me the piece "Looking for something?" I say yes, thank you, and turn to go back to the battle. He says "You're welcome." I use the Snake pendant, and i win. We're sitting on top of what is, literally, a mountain of gold. Dubloons, necklaces, jewelry, &c. and i can see the boys sliding around in it, like Scrooge MacDuck, saying "Poverty, world hunger, homelessness! All Solved!"
And then there's a press conference. We're talking to the boys, in front of their mountaing of mone, and tthey're talking abotu their plans, for it. There's talk of an island resort.
Feeling of transitioning, on the bus.
I'm at a wedding/[reception] and my family is there. Grandfather, Father, Uncle, Aunts, off in the background, but not really, Cousins, Mom, people. I'm winding throught the wedding reception, trying to get to the basement, to find someone. (Oingo Boingo - [Running On A Treadmill]). The basement, because, as everyone knows, it's the entrance to the tropical resort. I get past everyone wanting to talk to me, and i get to the basement, and
mech_angel is there, but she Looks like Lois Lane-- suit-skirt set, and black hair. She helps me down, into the resort, and we;re hanging out on the tropical deck, and we all get kidnapped.Einstürzende Neubauten - [Beauty]--- There are two people-- a man and a woman--, there, and this section happens, several times, each time ending with me being shot, and the woman being Very distraught, at having shot and killed someone. I don't want that for Either of us. (Eminem - [My Dads Gone Crazy]). On one of the times, around, the old man and she are talking a bout the Evils of some woman politician, and how she needs to be stopped, because of her views on abortion. The woman, herself, is pregnant. Rather young, and her appearance keeps changing. Sometimes she's older, dark haired, sometimes she's a young (17) redhead, with short hair, and so on. Sometimes she's a combination of all of them She's got a gun, and the old man is simply a badass, and i know that He's the one that needs to be taken down, not her. I've tried throwing things, at them, to disrupt bloodflow, to their brains, and it's not working, so i start organising a riot, without saying a word. The two of them start cooking for us, and arranging so we'll be "Comfortable." (Chimaira - [Sphere]). Someone, looks like the Old guy's twin, starts trying to attack him. We don't see him again. The basement is, now, only a basement. Kind of combined with my dad's dining room, and my dead grandfather's dining room and kitchen. He goes into the kitchen, with the girl, and a knife, and while their back is turned, and everyone is dancing, i say Ok Everybody! NOW! RIOT! (Cibo Matto - [Know Your Chicken]). And the old guy, having been through this with me, before, and remembering, as i do, screams "Screw the Riot! There's a Back Door, RIGHT THERE." Some people mob him, doing no damage to him, and others break shit, and Most simply leave, like i'd planned them to. I grab a knife, and go over to the table where, in the shadows at the head of the table is Something. Looks like a Non-Cute, Biomechanoid Zim, and is kind of Slimey (literally) and Evil. I grab it, at take it into the kitchen with me, and use it as a barganing chit, against the Old Guy. The Girl is now in her 20s, reddish blonde, short hair, freaking out. The Old Guy is amused, and i'm holding the knie in front of me. I know that i can hold my own, if necessary, but can't figure a way to kill him. (Project Pitchfork - [Omega Alpha]) He says, "You know your girl's Friend? The one who tried to come at me? She won't being seeing him again." And he points to the nearly translucent cake serving cover, through which i see what Looks like cake... but which i know is a Head. The old guy goes to the Table, speaking to me, the entire time about Tasks, and Having to kill, to survive, and having to, sometimes, kill that which has sustained, in the past, or allowed us to Be, at all. Sometimes, it's the only proper thing. He grabs the butcher knife, and i think that he's going to come at me, but he doesn't. He can't. He tels me to come at, and i do. I Slice him in the back, in the left kidney and lung, and nothing happens. He's walking away from me, toward the basement door, the entire time. I move around to the frontof him, and stab, with what is now a silver serrated steak knife, into his left lung, again, and nothing. His heart, and he starts to slow, not much. I wonder, briefly, if he's wearing a bullet proof vest, or kevlar. I know that he isn't. I slash at his jugular, and there's a bit of blood, but not much. I stab him between his clavicle, and his collar bone, and it feels like stabbing through undercooked Steak. Very tough, especially for the Sharpness of the knife. And he's talking to me, as i'm driving the knife deeper, and he says "What we hurt, we often Love... Who taught us that? It was someone... Smart... someone.. famous." (Bobgoblin - [Killer]). I say, Hannibal. Hannibal taught us that... I wake up
It woke me up, at 11.02, which is Good, because, otherwise, my alarm wouldn't have woken me, because i set it for 10.59 pm, on acciedent. I wasn't paying attention, when i set it. So, what i want to know is... Why do i keep having to Stab To Death, people, in my dreams, who are trying to kill me? My Son, in that one dream, this Old Guy, last night.. What's up with that? I mean, personally, i understand it, and know where it all flows from, but i wonder what it says about me, on a psychological level, sometimes... Ah well. I should go to class.
Have Great Days.
