wolven7 | If you fall, I will catch you; I will be waiting. Time after time.

This should be an emotional day for you today, WOLVEN. Don't be surprised if someone who has been feeling resentful of you for a while decides to choose today for the big confrontation! Try to listen very carefully to what this person has to say, and not dismiss the problem as being completely theirs. Sometimes the lessons we need to learn about ourselves in order to grow do not come in pretty packages. Think about it.

Duke Ellington & John Coltrane - [The Feeling of Jazz]--- Already happened, this week. Apparently, i was talking too loudly on my cell phone, while standing in line. Guy got in my face about it, i confrontationally asked him to be a little less condescending, and it escalated. I later apologised If i was being too loud for him, because i was tired of the Bullshit. I Listened to some Poe, and i dropped it. Anyway. Watched "El Mariachi," and "Desperado," tonight. (Voltaire - [The Headless Waltz]).

karishi,

raoin, Patrick, and Zachary came over. We watched movies. Watched some Reno 911, and ate cinnamon rolls. Everyone is starting to Grate, oddly. Not badly, really, simply in a strange manner...

I really want to see everyone of you-- and me, of course-- using this change and abundance, for what it's worth. I'm missing a lot of people, and i think that the majority of you all have No Idea, what fall does to me, in terms of wanting to smoke. It's something i can hardly actually Deal with. Really bothersome. Don't remember my dreams, from last night, and i was late, again, to class, today.

Chimaira - [Pass Out of Existence]--- Rambling. Boring rambling. I need to write. A bunch of things, actaully. Some emails, to my teacher (German), and my story, and another email. Hm. I owe people hand-written letters. Everything is so crisp, now, and i want nothing more than a cold apple cider and a Cigarette. Camel Light. On a nice, cool, crisp October evening. If you can conjure the smells and tastes of all of the above, give it a shot... It's absolutely amazing.... I'm going to stop tourturing myself, and go do my writing, now. I'll talk to you all later, either tonight, or tomorrow.

Later.