wolven7 | "All is well, and all is well, and all will be well."

Nine Inch Nails - [The Becoming]--- Dreams of wandering around places, with my dad, that remind me childhood, and awkward silences, because memories of childhood don't flow too well into memories of the now, and there's a schism, a place where things silmply don't mesh, really... something changes, and it feels like, under the happy family, under the exterior, under the Son and Father dynamic, there's always teh looming Ghost of a purpose... of being Groomed. (Chevelle - [The Red]). A fucked upedly appropriate dream, on many levels, i guess... If i could but figure out... No. It's All of them.

That was my Kick in the Ass, half-shameful, half-couldn't/wouldn't-have-it-being-any-other-way Admission, as to what the fuck i need to know. (KMFDM - [Blood (Evil-Mix)]). There are things that i'm made for, and things i get to do. And those are always with me, it's a matter, not of recognizing them, but of recognising how i get to access them, with each new bit of me i remember.

Too many perspectives is only paralyzing, when you don't remember that they're all yours.

I'm going to go shower, and eat food. Then i'm down to campus. Have great days, everyone.

Thanks. All of you.

{Minutes Later: "Clue-By-Four" (tm by

mech_angel)

PIG - [Blades (KMFDM Remix)]

mech_angel: Think about it. You Bring connections, in MANY ways, to many people.

mech_angel: Gorillaz-19-2000
Damien667: Yeah...
Damien667: it's true...
Damien667: >_<
Damien667: fuck
Damien667: *Click* Hello?

mech_angel: And, at least for us, you're not so much Benched, as the guy in the Control tower showing me the angle of the plane's wings, and the azimuth, and the way the Wind is blowing.

mech_angel: While I maneuver it in.
Damien667: "Yes, hello, this is an Obvious Message, for Wolven. Can you accept?"
Damien667: I'm sorry, i don't understand. What is this, now?

mech_angel: *grins at having the opportunity to use the4 word Azimuth*
Damien667: "This is an OBVIOUS MESSAGE, for Wolven. Is Wolven Here?"
Damien667: I'm sorry, i don't know what you have or who you're looking for.
Damien667: *CRACK* OW...
Damien667: Oohh *in pain*.. Hey.. Is that an obvious message for me?

mech_angel: ROFL
Damien667: Hey... Where'd I Go...
Damien667: Oh, there i am.

mech_angel: Kenna-Hellbent
Damien667: LOL

mech_angel: >_<

Chimaira - [Sphere]--- Yeah, being That Guy is a very passive title, and yeah, needing people is a fucked up thing, as is trying to understand. Requires a Lot of the person doing it. But actively going out, and making that know, all of it.. That, i think, is the key. Not sitting by as people know of me, but make sure that the people who know of me, get the opportunity to know me, as much as that's possible for someone who isn't me.

And, again, thank you all. *smiles* (Jack Off Jill - [Cinnamon Spider]). Still getting better. Later}

{{PIG - [Rope]--- And i need to not be complaining about the fact that people know me. What the fuck is THAT? "People are giving me money. Make them stop." What the fuck, right? People can rock, and if they don't i can tell and always have told them to go to hell. Why should this begin to be an issue, now? It shouldn't. Things change. I strive to change, in such a ways as to compliment them.}}