It's really fucked up, i know

[wolven7]

Ben Folds Five - [Brick]--- but i always get a bit more depressed, the closer i get to my birthday, if i don't have something to Distract me. Work is shit, and i cat get to Philly, this year. I'm very tired, and i've beendealing with my family on a more fucked up emotional level, tahn nearly ever before. I've been having health issues, related to my over-all unease.(Marilyn Manson - [Tainted Love]). Stomach problems, wanting to sleep, all of the time. Stupid shit that can, yeah, be over-come, with a bit of concentration, but that doesn't change the basic fact that i am not comfortable here. And when i get back to Georgia? I won't be comfortable there, either.

The White Stripes - [Fell In Love With A Girl]--- 'It's x days until Marky Ramone's birthday.' That's how i've been saying that. Because i don't want to think about my birthday, i guess. Transition point. Any whiny shite, from me, these past/next few days can be taken with a pinch of salt.

Shalom

Comments

[jinxvamp.livejournal.com]

i het the same near my borthday too. not long now for me either. urgh.

[jinxvamp.livejournal.com]

wow looky at all those typos. time for me to get soem sleep i think.

[angsty.livejournal.com]

hey i just thought you had a heavy accent- it looked cool to me.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Yeah.. but the more i think about it, the better off i am. I hope that, soon, your birthday will be ok. *hugs*

[tkc.livejournal.com]

At least you didn't have to deal with a war on your birthday. Well, not an active war, anyhow.

Blessed Be,
Paul

[angsty.livejournal.com]

D-
I feel the same way. It's not a birthday thing for me tho, it's a "oh we're out of ice cream" or "my hair is too short" or "this day ends in 'y'" thing. So I guess I have no advice, except to say Orlando Bloom movies really seem to cheer me up. I guess this might not be the same for you. Love you anyways and hope you feel more at ease.