Good afternoon.
Jun. 21st, 2003 02:17 pmCarmina Burana - [Dies, Nox Et Omnia]--- Well, even if i don't get to party, here, i get it in my Dreams, apparently. (Oingo Boingo - [Spider]). Let's talk about this, shall we?
I'm going up to my great-aunt's house, and my cousin Jamaal, is there. He is standing in fron of the door, and he says to me, "Who the fuck are you?" I slap him, forward and back hand. This has been happening to me, too much, and i'm tired of the joke. He starts trying to strangle me. We Fight, as i try to tell him who i am. I see myself in the reflection of the screen door, and i look like me, but no one can recognize me. Finally he sees that i am Me, and he lets me go. He still looks at me strangely, and so does everyone else. I feel uncomfortable.
I'm in the back yard of my House, which is a combination of the Douglas House, the back yards of the Masquerade, the upstairs Bar of the masquerade, my mother's back yard, my appartments, and Luke's house. There's a party going on. It's partially for me, and partially not. There is a smoking and non-smoking section, of the bar type area, and i'm in the smoking section but i'm not smoking, and everyone comes up to me to ask me why i'm not.
damnedsaint, Rick, from Criminal Records, Luke, and all of these people. Luke offers me a cig, and i wave it away, but Rick just out right says "Whoa! You're not smoking? What' going on, here?!" And my mother is standing right behind me, as he says that. This leads to a whole big thing, and i walk off, up the hill, from my mother's backyard, and into her house, which is separate from mine. I see people, peripherally. Melissa, Katie, Devin
My grandmother is there. She's a combination of both of my grandmothers: She looks like the living one, and has some of the personality of the Dead one. She/They try/-ies to soothe me, and make me realise what's going on. I go up to a room, and there are people there. One of the people is asleep, but the other is
mech_angel, but she looks, sometimes, like someone else.
Something abut a large metal stew pot, which is also a loaf of bread.
Back with
mech_angel. I wake up
VNV Nation - [Darkangel (Azrael)]--- And those were the Dreams. Happy MidSummer.
Ta
I'm going up to my great-aunt's house, and my cousin Jamaal, is there. He is standing in fron of the door, and he says to me, "Who the fuck are you?" I slap him, forward and back hand. This has been happening to me, too much, and i'm tired of the joke. He starts trying to strangle me. We Fight, as i try to tell him who i am. I see myself in the reflection of the screen door, and i look like me, but no one can recognize me. Finally he sees that i am Me, and he lets me go. He still looks at me strangely, and so does everyone else. I feel uncomfortable.
I'm in the back yard of my House, which is a combination of the Douglas House, the back yards of the Masquerade, the upstairs Bar of the masquerade, my mother's back yard, my appartments, and Luke's house. There's a party going on. It's partially for me, and partially not. There is a smoking and non-smoking section, of the bar type area, and i'm in the smoking section but i'm not smoking, and everyone comes up to me to ask me why i'm not.
My grandmother is there. She's a combination of both of my grandmothers: She looks like the living one, and has some of the personality of the Dead one. She/They try/-ies to soothe me, and make me realise what's going on. I go up to a room, and there are people there. One of the people is asleep, but the other is
Something abut a large metal stew pot, which is also a loaf of bread.
Back with
VNV Nation - [Darkangel (Azrael)]--- And those were the Dreams. Happy MidSummer.
Ta
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Date: 2003-06-21 01:21 pm (UTC)i wonder if your party has anything to do with the party that things/people keep asking me if i'm coming to... its getting pretty usual now, at least once in every evening of sleep. and i cant remember what my answer is.
i will however, certainly be attending yours in july.
have a good evening.
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