"Some things never happen," and "Everything takes forever."

[wolven7]

You could be in a dreamy frame of mind today, WOLVEN. Planetary influences might be making you feel a bit spacey or ungrounded. You might find it hard to focus on practical, linear tasks right now. Your mind could be filled with images. You could be replaying past situations in your head, flipping the pages on some old memories. Try to take breaks throughout your day to keep your head clear.

Kittie - [In Winter]--- So, yeah. Another somethin' somethin' about Precog, today. Granted, i watch a lot of Sci-Fi channel. So, there's bound to be Something. But, hey, twice in one day. Anyway. Going to Stop, tomorrow. Going to have my last cigarette, tomorrow, sometime, before midnight. Then, on sunday, i'm going to get rid of the rest of the pack. It's so strange, here. I feel like i'm 15, again. I can't do the things i normally do, and when i try, i'm always looking over my shoulder, wondering who's going to see, making sure i'm not being watched. My paranoia removes Any sense of enjoyment. So, i figure, what better time to quit, than when it makes me the most uncomfortable. Of course, the permanent removal of a comfort source looms heavy in my mind, but hey. Things change. That is the nature of things.

Kittie - [Wolves]--- So, wish me luck. Hopefully i won't get all nicotine-withdrawl cranky. Using Breathing as a sort of moment-by-moment meditation. And maybe it will work, this time. I've thought about it, before. Claimed that i was going to replace smoking with Breathing. Never quite took. Cause i never had a clear understanding, in my mind, of what that was supposed to mean... I know a little better, now.. So it's time to give it a shot, i think. Perhaps, tomorrow, i can go riding with my dad. Get a haircut. Think about the nature of some things. You know? Here's Hoping.

Dream Well

Comments

[raoin.livejournal.com]

i send you the best of luck. i think i used all mine driving on thursday, but as i get more of it built back up i'll send it your way. who knows, perhaps some strength as well...

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[wolven.livejournal.com]

Thank you, very much.

[kitsuchan.livejournal.com]

Good luck. I know you can do this- it's just a matter of how cranky you get during the process. I'll be wishing you good luck over the next few days.