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wolven7I don't think i can even put it back in order. I was training to be on the police force, at one point, and part of our training, or our graduation, or both, was to look in these bags of various Products (food, toys, and the like), and judge them. I looked in the bags, and i could see the market research, and marketability of Each Product, on the package. No one else could see them. I knew where they had been tested, how they had been tested, and how they would do, in the future. There was a part, there, with my friend Kathryn, and trying to get her to listen to music. The music was, as in was Synonomous With, the House. The music was Blue. The area we were in, at this point, was a combination of the top of the stairs in front of some municiple building, and a black-top playground, in the less-developed parts of cities. But it was all tiled, like a pool, and reminded me of 1984. The Book. My cousins Jamaal and Khalial were at the Academy graduation thing. Jamaal was graduating, with me, but he was upset about something (i think that his girldfriend had died, in the dream), and didn't want to look at the products. We tried to play music to help him feel better, but nothing worked. Coming from the building, to the ceremony, was directly linked to the river and the library.
More market trends and Recognition. The definate feeling of being With someone, through the entire background, of the dream... I love how my brain acclimates things.
Finished "All Tomorrow's Parties," today. It was beautiful... {I was drinking a double shot espresso, and listening to the Spike's Life CD that i made, while i finished it. It was... well, it was beautiful. After i finished the espresso, i drank the Root-Beer that i bought. I was, as i drank it, glad that i got the espresso, as well, becuase the root-beer, purportedly All Natural, was without caffeine. Had i simply had the root-beer, i'd have not had caffeine, until i returned home. Now... Smoking.. i can phase that out, without much thought, really. A little second hand, every now and again, and i'm Fine. But me, without caffeine, is a Bad Idea. The root-beer di, however, have honey in it... That made for an odd taste. Kind of like Tea.
Another question, here, comes to the idea of what the fuck is wrong with humanity that we can't see that our tendency to technofetishism and andvancement, contrast, directly, with our trend for "Back To Nature" approaches. We insist that our water and drinks be pure, that our rain-forests remain safe, that our food not be psychologically harmed, while we further the Scope and Bredth of our techology, but not our Depth. We don't take our cause and effect into account... because we don't want to . We don't want know that the things we hold dear, and find trendy, hurt the other things that it's trendy to care about. We want to talk about energy crises, and deforestation, but where is the work done, and progress made? Several levels, and venues have to be worked, at once, on a concerted effort, to effect change.
I want, more than Ever, to see nano-technology, in my life-time. "I want to watch." I want to believe that we can become advanced, without losing the Purpose we've set for ourselves, without losing the Drive. If we can be, effectively, immortal, then what does that leave us to strive against? I hope that it's something.. That we can reformat, change, adapt our perceived purpose... And continue on. Hmmm... I despair at immortality, in the masses, and hope for it, for myself... Because i just want to watch. Every design i have, everything i want to do, in the world, is designed so that, at some point, i can sit back, and i can watch them. In the moment... Shit. Call me.}
Ta
More market trends and Recognition. The definate feeling of being With someone, through the entire background, of the dream... I love how my brain acclimates things.
Finished "All Tomorrow's Parties," today. It was beautiful... {I was drinking a double shot espresso, and listening to the Spike's Life CD that i made, while i finished it. It was... well, it was beautiful. After i finished the espresso, i drank the Root-Beer that i bought. I was, as i drank it, glad that i got the espresso, as well, becuase the root-beer, purportedly All Natural, was without caffeine. Had i simply had the root-beer, i'd have not had caffeine, until i returned home. Now... Smoking.. i can phase that out, without much thought, really. A little second hand, every now and again, and i'm Fine. But me, without caffeine, is a Bad Idea. The root-beer di, however, have honey in it... That made for an odd taste. Kind of like Tea.
Another question, here, comes to the idea of what the fuck is wrong with humanity that we can't see that our tendency to technofetishism and andvancement, contrast, directly, with our trend for "Back To Nature" approaches. We insist that our water and drinks be pure, that our rain-forests remain safe, that our food not be psychologically harmed, while we further the Scope and Bredth of our techology, but not our Depth. We don't take our cause and effect into account... because we don't want to . We don't want know that the things we hold dear, and find trendy, hurt the other things that it's trendy to care about. We want to talk about energy crises, and deforestation, but where is the work done, and progress made? Several levels, and venues have to be worked, at once, on a concerted effort, to effect change.
I want, more than Ever, to see nano-technology, in my life-time. "I want to watch." I want to believe that we can become advanced, without losing the Purpose we've set for ourselves, without losing the Drive. If we can be, effectively, immortal, then what does that leave us to strive against? I hope that it's something.. That we can reformat, change, adapt our perceived purpose... And continue on. Hmmm... I despair at immortality, in the masses, and hope for it, for myself... Because i just want to watch. Every design i have, everything i want to do, in the world, is designed so that, at some point, i can sit back, and i can watch them. In the moment... Shit. Call me.}
Ta
