Más pero aún más...
Feb. 7th, 2002 09:44 pmToday has not been a Pleasant Day. i've been ill since waking, this morn, and nothing has helped. Food made it Less so, but it's still there. Thank Me for small favours, eh? Anyway, i had something i had wanted to post, today, about Majik and responsibility, and something else, but i've forgotten it, now. It's so fucked, and childish, and stupid, i know, but i really feel like simply asking, outright, who would care to continue the pleasure of my company. i don't know what it is, but i feel non-existent. Probably something in me. hehehhehehehehe.... *maniacal laughter and giggling screaming*
Of COURSE it's something in me! What the fuck else would it be?! i've let things affect me, and hurt me, and i've let things into me, because the part of me that caused me to be created, little Uni-Verse that i am, wants to experience them, on some level, and has now decided that it does not like them. i could have told it that they were bad. People in my life, right now, are so very interesting. That's really the only true blanket statement i can make, right now. Everything else is trying to kill me. As i said, Mehr und doch noch mehr.
i want caffeine. i want food. Having to have money is one of the worst things in the world. Having money is one of the best. Funny, isn't it? Ha. Ha. Here's some Haiku:
Our senses grow numb
that which is external, cut
we, exquisite, fall.
See, without your lives
the fired screamings die out
you certainly care.
As the day wears on
we suffer as our penance
More and yet still more.
And such is today's episode of Haiku Theater. That's pretty much it for the evening. If anyone has anything they'd like to say, you all know where my comments board is ;). Good Nytes. Good Days. Dream Well
Of COURSE it's something in me! What the fuck else would it be?! i've let things affect me, and hurt me, and i've let things into me, because the part of me that caused me to be created, little Uni-Verse that i am, wants to experience them, on some level, and has now decided that it does not like them. i could have told it that they were bad. People in my life, right now, are so very interesting. That's really the only true blanket statement i can make, right now. Everything else is trying to kill me. As i said, Mehr und doch noch mehr.
i want caffeine. i want food. Having to have money is one of the worst things in the world. Having money is one of the best. Funny, isn't it? Ha. Ha. Here's some Haiku:
Our senses grow numb
that which is external, cut
we, exquisite, fall.
See, without your lives
the fired screamings die out
you certainly care.
As the day wears on
we suffer as our penance
More and yet still more.
And such is today's episode of Haiku Theater. That's pretty much it for the evening. If anyone has anything they'd like to say, you all know where my comments board is ;). Good Nytes. Good Days. Dream Well