Everything Can Be Beaten
May. 12th, 2003 04:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7I was told, twice, tonight that the universe will keep going, no matter what i do to stop it, no matter what i have to/try to say on the matter... I don't believe that. I don't believe in impossiblity, or absolutes, outside of the absolute Will. I don't know what that means, to you, but to me it's all about accomplishing something, and letting the universe know that you've Been there, if nothing else... Giving it a fucking Mark, that it will Never forget, if it even gets a Chance to... Burning it to the ground, to prove your point. Spite. Not grinding yourself down, but grinding It down. It doesn't get to be Arbitrary, and Blind, and Pointless, and just get away with it... There's no Justice, there... There's certainly no fairness...
'Sometimes... you can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen. And, still, it makes No difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent... it would be because it cared.' - Nny.
And i don't think i can allow that.
'Sometimes... you can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen. And, still, it makes No difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent... it would be because it cared.' - Nny.
And i don't think i can allow that.
